chapter 5- the break up
"baby kain na tayo, saka may kailangan tayong pagusapan after"
"okay baby"
"hindi ko alam san ako magsisimula, panu ba to? nagkita kami kagabi ni niña. Pinagusapan namin ung tungkol kay Carla. bhie ako ang tatay ni Carla, buntis siya sa akin nung umalis siya papuntang New York. Hindi niya pinaalam sa akin at sa mga magulang niya ang kalagayan niya sa takot na baka ipakasal kami"
"Ano? at bakit mo sa akin sinasabi ang mga bagay na to? Ano binabalak mo?"
"gusto kong panagutan ang responsibilidad ko sa kanya kakausapin ko ang mga magulang niya at papakasalan ko siya"
"baby ano ba yang sinasabi mo, are you breaking up with me?paano naman ako? paano na tayo?"
"intindihin mo naman ako, gusto ko lang maayos pagkakamali ko"
"hindi kita maintindihan at kahit kelan hindi ko magagawang intindihan ka. yan ang decisyon mo, okay sige tapos na tayo. sana maging masaya kayo"
..umuwi akong matamlay napansin yun ng ate ko paguwi ko ng bahay..
"shobe ok ka lang?"
"ganito pala ung feeling ung tinatawag nilang real love hurts akala ko hindi mangyayari un sakin dahil akala ko c michael na ang una at lalaking mamahalin ko"
"ha? bakit ano ba nangyari sanyo ni michael?"
"wala na kami ate, umuwi galing New York ung ex niya ngayon lang niya nalaman na may anak pala sila, gusto niya daw panagutan yun"
"ganun? bakit puwede naman niyang panagutan yun kahit kayo ha"
"hindi ko alam ate, pero wala nako magagawa nakapagdecisyon na siya"
"hay. ganyan talaga. siguro nga hindi kayo ang para sa isat- isa ni Michael. May mga pangyayari sa buhay natin na minsan kailangan nating mamili at ang masakit pa laging kailangan ay may nasasaktan. Yun talaga ang true essence ng love. Tama ka real love hurts hindi lang dahil una mong naging boyfriend si michael, hindi rin dahil una mo siya minahal kung hindi dahil nagmahal ka lang ng totoo. Pero ganun pa man kailangan maging matatag ka pa rin.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
.,letting go chapter4
chapter 4- ang katotohanan
"Micoy, Tina. anak ko nga pala si Carla. Carla say hello to tito Micoy and tita Tina"
"hello tita Tina, hello tito Micoy"
"may baby ka na pala, sinong tatay?"
"let's talk about it some other time, we have to go. nice meeting you Tina, re-schedula na lang natin to ah. ung anak ko kasi eh.. sorry ha"
"dibale it's okay mas importante yang baby mo!. sige ingat kau
..gabi na pero hindi pa rin makatulog si michael, dahil nanatili pa ring palaisipan sa kanya kung sino ang talagang ama ni carla, kaya naman naisipan niang itext si niña..
[hi! still up?]
[yup. why?]
[uhm can we meet? just want to clear things hindi kasi talaga ako mapalagay]
[huh? ngayon? are you crazy? 1am na, anu ka ba micoy ipagpabukas mo na kung ano man yang iniisip mo]
[please! if you want ill pick you up in your place]
[no need. just meet me up sa may labas ng village para di hassle pag uwi ko]
[okay thank you]
..sa may 7'11
"oh anong atin, grabe tong trip mo ha di ko carry, madaling araw pa"
"gusto ko lang malaman kung sino ang tatay ni Carla? ano talaga ang rason ng pag-alis mo nuon?"
"hindi na mahalaga yon napalaki ko naman siya ng maayos, alam rin ng anak ko na patay na ang kanyang ama. Kaya hindi na siya naghahanap pa ng tatay ngayon"
"patay na o pinatay mo lang sa isip ng anak ko? puwede ba mag-sabi ka nga ng totoo"
"gusto mo talagang malamang ang totoo? sige.. umalis ako nuon papuntang new york hindi lang para ipagpatuloy ang pag-aaral ko kung hindi dahil buntis ako.. oo micoy buntis ako sayo, at si Carla un, gusto kong lumayo dito dahil na rin sa takot na ipakasal ako ng mga magulang ko sayo hindi pa ako handa sa buhay may asawa kaya hinarap ko yung responsibilidad kahit na mag-isa lang ako. Ang ate ko lang ang nakaka alam ng tungkol dito, alam ng mga magulang ko adopted child ko si Carla. ayaw ko na rin makagulo sayo ngayon pa na mayroon ka ng bagong girlfriend. Ayaw kong makagulo"
"pero hindi ko puwedeng takbuhan ang responsibilidad ko sa anak na'tin"
"Ok lang kami Micoy. sapat na ang sweldo ko para tustusan ang pangangailangan namin mag-ina. Wag mo kaming intindihin"
"Hindi lang naman yon eh. Ayaw ko lumaki ang anak na'tin na hindi man lang niya nararanasan kung paano mahalin ng isang ama. Pangangatawanan ko ang anak na'tin, Kakausapin ko ang mga magulang mo sasabihin natin ang totoo at papakasalan kita"
"Micoy hindi mo kelangan gawin yun, isa pa hindi ako bumalik dito para duon, at papaano na si Christina?"
"Ipapaliwanag ko sa kanya ang lahat siguro maiintindihan niya ko kung bakit ko gagawin to. Mahal ko siya pero mahal ko rin kayo ng anak ko. Sige aalis na ko at bukas na bukas rin kakausapin ko na si Christina
..agad na tumayo si michael..
"Micoy. teka!"
..pero hindi na pinakinggan ni michael si niña...
"Micoy, Tina. anak ko nga pala si Carla. Carla say hello to tito Micoy and tita Tina"
"hello tita Tina, hello tito Micoy"
"may baby ka na pala, sinong tatay?"
"let's talk about it some other time, we have to go. nice meeting you Tina, re-schedula na lang natin to ah. ung anak ko kasi eh.. sorry ha"
"dibale it's okay mas importante yang baby mo!. sige ingat kau
..gabi na pero hindi pa rin makatulog si michael, dahil nanatili pa ring palaisipan sa kanya kung sino ang talagang ama ni carla, kaya naman naisipan niang itext si niña..
[hi! still up?]
[yup. why?]
[uhm can we meet? just want to clear things hindi kasi talaga ako mapalagay]
[huh? ngayon? are you crazy? 1am na, anu ka ba micoy ipagpabukas mo na kung ano man yang iniisip mo]
[please! if you want ill pick you up in your place]
[no need. just meet me up sa may labas ng village para di hassle pag uwi ko]
[okay thank you]
..sa may 7'11
"oh anong atin, grabe tong trip mo ha di ko carry, madaling araw pa"
"gusto ko lang malaman kung sino ang tatay ni Carla? ano talaga ang rason ng pag-alis mo nuon?"
"hindi na mahalaga yon napalaki ko naman siya ng maayos, alam rin ng anak ko na patay na ang kanyang ama. Kaya hindi na siya naghahanap pa ng tatay ngayon"
"patay na o pinatay mo lang sa isip ng anak ko? puwede ba mag-sabi ka nga ng totoo"
"gusto mo talagang malamang ang totoo? sige.. umalis ako nuon papuntang new york hindi lang para ipagpatuloy ang pag-aaral ko kung hindi dahil buntis ako.. oo micoy buntis ako sayo, at si Carla un, gusto kong lumayo dito dahil na rin sa takot na ipakasal ako ng mga magulang ko sayo hindi pa ako handa sa buhay may asawa kaya hinarap ko yung responsibilidad kahit na mag-isa lang ako. Ang ate ko lang ang nakaka alam ng tungkol dito, alam ng mga magulang ko adopted child ko si Carla. ayaw ko na rin makagulo sayo ngayon pa na mayroon ka ng bagong girlfriend. Ayaw kong makagulo"
"pero hindi ko puwedeng takbuhan ang responsibilidad ko sa anak na'tin"
"Ok lang kami Micoy. sapat na ang sweldo ko para tustusan ang pangangailangan namin mag-ina. Wag mo kaming intindihin"
"Hindi lang naman yon eh. Ayaw ko lumaki ang anak na'tin na hindi man lang niya nararanasan kung paano mahalin ng isang ama. Pangangatawanan ko ang anak na'tin, Kakausapin ko ang mga magulang mo sasabihin natin ang totoo at papakasalan kita"
"Micoy hindi mo kelangan gawin yun, isa pa hindi ako bumalik dito para duon, at papaano na si Christina?"
"Ipapaliwanag ko sa kanya ang lahat siguro maiintindihan niya ko kung bakit ko gagawin to. Mahal ko siya pero mahal ko rin kayo ng anak ko. Sige aalis na ko at bukas na bukas rin kakausapin ko na si Christina
..agad na tumayo si michael..
"Micoy. teka!"
..pero hindi na pinakinggan ni michael si niña...
.,letting go chapter3
chapter 3 - the meeting
..sinundo na ako ni michael sa bahay..
"hi baby, tara na ba?"
"okay! nandon naba siya?"
"hindi ko alam eh , pero kung wala pa siya eh di arcade muna tayo"
"ikaw talaga puro ka arcade"
..sabay kame nagtawanan mahilig kasi mag arcade si michael..
{sa megamall}
"kanina ka pa?"
"ah medyo!. pero okay lang namili muna rin ako ng gamit para sa bahay"
"anyway niña meet my girlfriend christina"
"hello niña. nice meeting you!"
"hi! tina na lang ha para maikli lang..haha"
"naku baby, ganyan talaga yan mahilig mag-imbento ng pangalan"
..at nagtawanan na kami. masaya naman rin kasama si niña kahit may kaya ang pamilya hindi siya maarte katulad ng iba"
"tara san niyo gusto kumain my treat"
"kahit saan ayos lang naman sa amin"
"okay dun tayo sa favorite namin kainan ng ate ko"
"so what keep you busy?"
"ako? uhm well nandito ako for work 1 year lang naman, kasi nagtayo ng branch dito ung boss ko, im assigned to managed it pressured nga lang sa part ko. pero ayos lang carry pa naman. kayo? when's the wedding? Hoy Micoy invited ako ha kahit nsa New York ako uuwi ako for you guys!"
"wala pang plans for now kasi alam mo naman nag-aaral pa kami pero soon na yun for sure, pag-pplanuhan namin after school"
"oh! but wait! i haven't heard about your lovelife. sa ganda mong yan impossible walang boyfriend, Who's the lucky guy?"
"haha! honestly wala talaga.. oops excuse me"
..bigla kasing nag-ring ang cellphone ni niña ang ate niya pla si joy"
"hello ate bakit?"
"umiiyak si carla, hinahanap ka ang kulit di ko mapatahan nandito kami sa megamall sa toy kingdom, asan ka ba?"
"nandito rin sa megamall sa may dads"
..binaba na ng ate niya ung telepono, maya maya ay dumating na ang ate niya, nagulat kami ni michael sa aming narinig..
"mama, i want the barbie doll i saw at the toy kingdom, can you buy me one?"
..si niña may anak na? pero sino ang tatay?"
..sinundo na ako ni michael sa bahay..
"hi baby, tara na ba?"
"okay! nandon naba siya?"
"hindi ko alam eh , pero kung wala pa siya eh di arcade muna tayo"
"ikaw talaga puro ka arcade"
..sabay kame nagtawanan mahilig kasi mag arcade si michael..
{sa megamall}
"kanina ka pa?"
"ah medyo!. pero okay lang namili muna rin ako ng gamit para sa bahay"
"anyway niña meet my girlfriend christina"
"hello niña. nice meeting you!"
"hi! tina na lang ha para maikli lang..haha"
"naku baby, ganyan talaga yan mahilig mag-imbento ng pangalan"
..at nagtawanan na kami. masaya naman rin kasama si niña kahit may kaya ang pamilya hindi siya maarte katulad ng iba"
"tara san niyo gusto kumain my treat"
"kahit saan ayos lang naman sa amin"
"okay dun tayo sa favorite namin kainan ng ate ko"
"so what keep you busy?"
"ako? uhm well nandito ako for work 1 year lang naman, kasi nagtayo ng branch dito ung boss ko, im assigned to managed it pressured nga lang sa part ko. pero ayos lang carry pa naman. kayo? when's the wedding? Hoy Micoy invited ako ha kahit nsa New York ako uuwi ako for you guys!"
"wala pang plans for now kasi alam mo naman nag-aaral pa kami pero soon na yun for sure, pag-pplanuhan namin after school"
"oh! but wait! i haven't heard about your lovelife. sa ganda mong yan impossible walang boyfriend, Who's the lucky guy?"
"haha! honestly wala talaga.. oops excuse me"
..bigla kasing nag-ring ang cellphone ni niña ang ate niya pla si joy"
"hello ate bakit?"
"umiiyak si carla, hinahanap ka ang kulit di ko mapatahan nandito kami sa megamall sa toy kingdom, asan ka ba?"
"nandito rin sa megamall sa may dads"
..binaba na ng ate niya ung telepono, maya maya ay dumating na ang ate niya, nagulat kami ni michael sa aming narinig..
"mama, i want the barbie doll i saw at the toy kingdom, can you buy me one?"
..si niña may anak na? pero sino ang tatay?"
.,letting go chapter2
chapter 2 - the ex
..papunta na ng school si michael abala siya sa pagddrive mabilis ang pagddrive nia dahil malelate na siya sa history class, sa pagmamadali niya hindi niya napansin na nakahinto na pala ang stoplight nadaplisan nia tuloy ang nasa unahang kotse na honda civic, nakita niang bumaba ang babaeng may ari ata ng kotse nabunggo nia..
"shit, kung kelan nagmamadali saka naman ako mapeperwisyo"
..bumaba na rin si michael sa kanyang kotse upang aregluhin kung ano mang danyos ang kanyang nagawa sa kotse ng nabunggo"
"MICOY? ikaw na ba yan?hey how are you? I miss you" (si niña lamang ang tumatawag sa kanya ng micoy, kaya naman laking gulat nia ng marinig nia ulit ito mula sa bibig ng dating kasintahan, oo dating kasintahan si niña ang kanyang first love)
"uy ayos lang naman ito graduating na sa Letran Bs. Accountancy ang tinake up ko don. Kelan kapa umuwi, akala ko ba for good ka na sa New York?"
"nagopen kasi ng branch dito ung boss ko, tapos ayun ako inassign para mag handle habang nagsisimula pa lamang, kaya dito muna ko for 1 year rin siguro, Teka bakit Letran? hindi mo tinuloy ang medicine field mo sa UST?"
"hindi, marami kasi akong malulungkot na alaala sa lugar na iyon, gusto ko kasing magsimula sa umpisa kaya ako lumipat"
..biglang nagring ang cellphone ni niña, ang kanyang boss may meeting pala sila..
"hello sir, good pm, yes i'm on my way.. i'll be there in 15mins.okay bye
hey micoy i need to go na,, tawagan na lang ah, un pa rin ba number mo?"
"hindi na eh, nawala kasi ung phone ko dati"
"a ok!. anyway here's my calling card nandyan ung number ko and kung san ako nagwowork ngayon you can drop by anytime if you have time. see you around micoy"
..hindi pa rin makapaniwala sa michael na nandito na muli si niña..
"baby late ka ah, pinadismiss na kame kagad ni sir asis kasi may meeting daw siya"
"ganun ba? nalate kasi ako ng gising, tapos nagka aberya pa sa daan"
..hindi rin alam ni michael kung dapat ba niang sabihin kay christina kung sino ang kanyang nakita"
"lunch time ba baby kain na tayo, para makapag review pa tayo kelangan mataas makuha natin ngayong finals"
"sige, tara kain na tayo!"
.,nag ring ang cellphone ni michael, unregistered number.
"baby cno yan?"
"hindi ko alam unregistered number ang lumalabas"
"sagutin mo baka importante yan"
..agad sinagot ni michael ang tawag..
"micoy! tara kain tayo, kakatapos lang ng meeting namin, dun tayo ulit sa dati. kinuha ko kay dominic number mo nakachat ko kasi siya kanina.
..si ñina pala ang tumawag, wala akong kamalay malay na siya pala ang tumawag"
"hindi ata ako pwede ngaun kumakain na kc kami ni christina"
"christina?"
"ah girlfriend ko"
"really? i should meet her one of these days ah, date tayong tatlo"
"yep! 4 years na kme, sige sasabihin ko sa kanya. bye!
"okay bye!. see yah soon
..agad pumunta si michael kay christina at sinabi ang tungkol sa napagusapan nila ni ñina..
"baby diba wala naman tayong gagawin bukas, gusto ka kasi makilala ni niña"
"sino si niña baby?"
"ung ex ko baby!. umuwi na siya galing New York nagkasalubong kami nung minsan sa daan habang papunta ako dito sa school, so ok lang ba sau mameet siya?"
"ganun ba?. oo naman ayos lang un sa akin"
"thank u baby!"
..agad tinext ni michael si niña..
[ hi gud pm! pumayag na si christina magmeet kayo, bukas na lang siguro san mo ba gusto? ]
[cool!. mga 2pm na lang bukas may gagawin pa kasi ako sa umaga, sa megamall na lang, malapit sa ice skating ring, text text na lang bukas]
[okay! cge]
..papunta na ng school si michael abala siya sa pagddrive mabilis ang pagddrive nia dahil malelate na siya sa history class, sa pagmamadali niya hindi niya napansin na nakahinto na pala ang stoplight nadaplisan nia tuloy ang nasa unahang kotse na honda civic, nakita niang bumaba ang babaeng may ari ata ng kotse nabunggo nia..
"shit, kung kelan nagmamadali saka naman ako mapeperwisyo"
..bumaba na rin si michael sa kanyang kotse upang aregluhin kung ano mang danyos ang kanyang nagawa sa kotse ng nabunggo"
"MICOY? ikaw na ba yan?hey how are you? I miss you" (si niña lamang ang tumatawag sa kanya ng micoy, kaya naman laking gulat nia ng marinig nia ulit ito mula sa bibig ng dating kasintahan, oo dating kasintahan si niña ang kanyang first love)
"uy ayos lang naman ito graduating na sa Letran Bs. Accountancy ang tinake up ko don. Kelan kapa umuwi, akala ko ba for good ka na sa New York?"
"nagopen kasi ng branch dito ung boss ko, tapos ayun ako inassign para mag handle habang nagsisimula pa lamang, kaya dito muna ko for 1 year rin siguro, Teka bakit Letran? hindi mo tinuloy ang medicine field mo sa UST?"
"hindi, marami kasi akong malulungkot na alaala sa lugar na iyon, gusto ko kasing magsimula sa umpisa kaya ako lumipat"
..biglang nagring ang cellphone ni niña, ang kanyang boss may meeting pala sila..
"hello sir, good pm, yes i'm on my way.. i'll be there in 15mins.okay bye
hey micoy i need to go na,, tawagan na lang ah, un pa rin ba number mo?"
"hindi na eh, nawala kasi ung phone ko dati"
"a ok!. anyway here's my calling card nandyan ung number ko and kung san ako nagwowork ngayon you can drop by anytime if you have time. see you around micoy"
..hindi pa rin makapaniwala sa michael na nandito na muli si niña..
"baby late ka ah, pinadismiss na kame kagad ni sir asis kasi may meeting daw siya"
"ganun ba? nalate kasi ako ng gising, tapos nagka aberya pa sa daan"
..hindi rin alam ni michael kung dapat ba niang sabihin kay christina kung sino ang kanyang nakita"
"lunch time ba baby kain na tayo, para makapag review pa tayo kelangan mataas makuha natin ngayong finals"
"sige, tara kain na tayo!"
.,nag ring ang cellphone ni michael, unregistered number.
"baby cno yan?"
"hindi ko alam unregistered number ang lumalabas"
"sagutin mo baka importante yan"
..agad sinagot ni michael ang tawag..
"micoy! tara kain tayo, kakatapos lang ng meeting namin, dun tayo ulit sa dati. kinuha ko kay dominic number mo nakachat ko kasi siya kanina.
..si ñina pala ang tumawag, wala akong kamalay malay na siya pala ang tumawag"
"hindi ata ako pwede ngaun kumakain na kc kami ni christina"
"christina?"
"ah girlfriend ko"
"really? i should meet her one of these days ah, date tayong tatlo"
"yep! 4 years na kme, sige sasabihin ko sa kanya. bye!
"okay bye!. see yah soon
..agad pumunta si michael kay christina at sinabi ang tungkol sa napagusapan nila ni ñina..
"baby diba wala naman tayong gagawin bukas, gusto ka kasi makilala ni niña"
"sino si niña baby?"
"ung ex ko baby!. umuwi na siya galing New York nagkasalubong kami nung minsan sa daan habang papunta ako dito sa school, so ok lang ba sau mameet siya?"
"ganun ba?. oo naman ayos lang un sa akin"
"thank u baby!"
..agad tinext ni michael si niña..
[ hi gud pm! pumayag na si christina magmeet kayo, bukas na lang siguro san mo ba gusto? ]
[cool!. mga 2pm na lang bukas may gagawin pa kasi ako sa umaga, sa megamall na lang, malapit sa ice skating ring, text text na lang bukas]
[okay! cge]
.,letting go chapter1
"michael"
"christina"
chapter 1 - the surprise
school(gym)
"hi bhie. kanina ka pa jan? kakatapos lang ng practice eh! sorry"
"kakarating ko lang ren nagpunta muna ko ng library ngresearch ako para sa thesis natin kasama ko si joanna"
"aok! tara na kain na tayo gutom na ako eh"
..parang pangkaraniwang araw lamang ang araw na ito, nakalimutan ni michael na ito ang aming 4th year anniversay, naging matamlay tuloy ako ng araw na iyon.
"bhie hindi mo ata naubos ung pagkain mo, gusto mo order pa kita, anu ba gusto mo?"
"ahh wala kasi akong gana, pagod lang siguro ako, sige kumain kana lang dyan, wag mo ko intindihin"
"ganun ba? sige dibale pag tapos ko kumain, hatid na kita sanyo para makapapahinga ka na.
..nasa kotse na kami pero hindi pa rin nia maalala kung ano meron sa araw na ito , kaya naman nanatili akong tahimik habang siya ay abala sa pagmamaneho..
"baby dito na lang ako magpapark sa kanto para hindi ako mahirapan mamaya pag labas"
..nauna akong lumabas ng kotse nagmamadali ako sa paglakad, hindi ko na napigilan ang aking sarili sa inis ko sa kanya"
"baby teka langm bakit ka nagmamadali at wala ka ring imik kanina pa, may problema ba tayo?"
"ah wala naman, gusto ko lang makauwi na at makapagpahinga na"
..agad hinawakan ni michael ang akin kamay at nagpatuloy kami sa paglakad hanggang makarating kame sa bahay, ganon na lamang ang pagtataka ko dahil natatandaan ko na pinatay ko ang ilaw sa sala bago ako umalis ng bahay, masyado pang maaga para umuwi sila mama at ang dalawa kong kapatid..
"pinatay ko ung ilaw bago ako umalis bakit naka on na yan, naku baka may nakapasok na magnanakaw:
"eh sarado naman ang gate niyo, paanong may makakapasok dyan. baka nakalimutan mo lang i-off"
..napaisip ako dahil baka nga nakalimutan ko lang na i-off ang ilaw kaya't pumasok na kme ni michael sa bahay, laking gulat ko ng makita ko ang aking mga magulang at ang magulang ni michael sa loob"
HAPPT 4TH ANNIVERSARY SANYO (sabay yakap at beso sa akin ni tita roxanne ang mama ni michael)
"naku salamat po tita, hindi naman po kau nagpasabi na uuwi na kayo sana po nasundo namin kayo ni michael sa airport, kelan pa po pala kau nakauwi galing canada?"
"kagabi lang gusto ko sana kayo sorpresahin, alam na ni michael ang tungkol dito. siyanga pla may pasalubong ako sayong mga damit at bag pinalagay ko na sa kwarto mo"
"tara na kumain na tayo at lalamig na ang hinanda kong pagkain - pagyaya ni mama"
"sige po mauna na kayo tugon ni michael, may sasabihin lang ako ke christina"
..pinauna na ni michael sila mama at tita kumain kami naman ay naiwan sa sala"
"Happy 4th year anniversay baby i love you" (sabay suot sa akin ng kuwintas na korteng puso ang pendant pero hati ito dahil nasa suot pala nia ang kaputol nito)
"thanks baby akala ko nakalimutan mo na eh i love you too"
"ndi un mangyayari kahit gaano ako ka busy hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na ito"
..at niyakap ako ni michael at tinugunan ko naman ito..
..apat na taon na kameng magkasintahan ni michael siya ang unang lalaking minahal ko my bestfriend, my boyfriend and my soulmate marahil siya na rin ang huli, ako naman ang kaniyang pangalawang girlfriend, hindi man ako ang unang babaeng minahal niya masaya na rin ako kasi kahit kelan hindi niya ako binigyan ng sakit ng ulo hindi katulad ng ibang nakikita kong mga lalaki puro sakit ng ulo binibigay saknlang mga nobya. at sa loob ren ng apat na taon nameng relasyon ay hindi pa kami nagaaway.. oo hindi pa ganon namen kamahal ang isat- isa, hindi ko na ren inuungkat ang kanyang past pati ang pangalan ng kanyang unang nobya ay hindi ko na inalam ayaw ko na rin kasi malungkot si michael..
Friday, November 27, 2009
Memories of you (part 3)
Chapter 3 – Memories of You
(Previously from chapter 2)
His mom went back to the kitchen saying "then let Trina sleep in
Your room..." they both said in chorus "WHAT!?"
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"Mom! no! Trina can stay in your room! and dad's gonna sleep in my room! it's more fair!" Cedric is almost shouting. Trina is just quiet thinking 'why did mom and dad leave me here?' she looked at Cedric and looked down 'what is their purpose of leaving me here?' Cedric is still reasoning "c'mon mom! It’s better right?" then Cedric’s dad went down "what's happening here? oh Trina hello! how are you feeling?" Trina blinked and whispered to Cedric "umm... Cedric... who is he?" Cedric looked at her "oh? that's my dad... he works everyday, so you won't see him in the house everytime, only at night" Trina smiled to Cedric’s dad "umm... good evening sir..." Jinn said "just call me dad if you want hahahaha!!" Cedric cut him off "dad!" Trina blushed "umm... Mr. Sanders is better" Jinn commented "what? what's wrong with calling me dad? Yuki is also calling me dad, and Trina when you are young you used to call me dad hahaha!" Cedric’s mom went out of the kitchen "okay, dinners ready, and Jinn! you know what Trina’s going through right now so don't talk to her like that." Jinn agreed "okay, sorry Trina... c'mon let's eat!" he went to the kitchen. Cedric was silent for a while and looked at Trina "Trina, I'm sorry I-" he noticed that Trina is laughing softly "Trina?" Trina looked at him "oh... sorry I can't help laughing, your dad's funny" he smiled "he's always like that... let's go" she nodded...
In the dining room, they are eating quietly when Cedric’s dad talked again "so Trina, how are you feeling?" Trina smiled "I’m feeling okay Mr. Sanders..." he laughed "that's good Trina! you know Cedric is always thinking about you hahahaha!!" Cedric shouted "dad!!" Mrs. Sanders stop them "now, now you two... don't start again... Trina, sorry about their actions, they're always like this." Trina smiled and also blushing "I-it's okay Mrs. Sanders..." and Cedric asked his mom "so mom... have you agreed with my plan?" Mrs. Sanders looked at him "plan? plan of what?" Cedric answered "well, Trina cannot sleep in my room... but i-it doesn't mean I’m selfish... it's just that... she's a girl... and she would feel uneasy sleeping in my room..." his mom said to him "it's okay as long as you don't do something bad to her" Cedric panicked "o-of course not!" Cedric’s dad talked "hahaha!! Cedric! I didn't know you're a very gentleman hahaha!! It’s okay for Trina to sleep in your room, and I don't want to be separated with my wife!" Trina is just quiet... until she said "I... I can sleep on the couch..." Cedric looked at her "no... You’re not sleeping on the couch..." Trina is just quiet. Cedric’s dad told Trina "it's okay Trina! when you are young you sleep in Cedric’s room!" Mrs. Sanders looked at her husband "Jinn! what did I told you a while ago..." Mr. Sanders nodded and said "sorry" Trina smiled "it's okay..." Cedric thought to himself 'I lost, they didn't agree with me' he looked at Trina 'I hope she will sleep comfortably in my room'... and Cedric continued to eat...
Dinner’s done, and it's almost time for bed... Trina was sitting on the couch thinking 'oh no... Where will I be sleeping? I can't sleep in Cedric’s room...' she didn't notice Cedric carrying her things... "Trina... hey Trina..." Trina came back to reality and saw Cedric carrying her things "w-what are you doing?" Cedric looked at her "I’m carrying it to my room..." Trina panicked "I-it's okay... I’ll just sleep here" Cedric looked at her seriously "are you crazy? I can't let you sleep there..." he continued upstairs and he stopped and said "don't worry I’m not going to do anything... I guarantee you that" then he continued to walk upstairs... Trina carried her other things and followed upstairs, she stopped and think 'I guess I don't have any other choice... but-' she looked at her things and give herself some bravery 'no... Mr. sanders said I used to sleep in Cedric’s room when we were still young, so I guess it's okay' and she walked upstairs... she saw Cedric going inside his room, her heart beats faster because of nervousness 't-this is my first time to enter a guy's room, well my dad is an exception...' she went inside and was amazed, it was clean and neat.
Not like she saw in movies that guys room are messy and dirty... his room was different it was very clean. Her attention went back to Cedric. He’s preparing a futon and putting the pillow and the blanket near the door... she looked at the distance... she smiled to her self 'Cedric is really a gentleman, but with the distance from his bed... umm... it's far...' she asked him "umm... do you think it's too far?" Cedric looked at her and smiled "nope... it's okay, by the way are you going to use the bathroom?" she nodded... And he said "okay, you go to the bathroom, and I’ll just stay in the living room, call me if you're done..." she nodded and Cedric went out of the room... she's still looking at the distance of that futon and Cedric’s bed she smiled 'is Cedric scared at me, I can't even talk to him with this distance' she laugh a little and went to the bathroom...
Cedric is sitting there, when the phone rang, he answered it "hello, good evening" Yuki laughed "hahaha!!! wow good manners Cedric" Cedric smiled "shut up Yuki... so what's up?" Yuki stopped laughing "so... what happened?" Cedric was confused with that statement "what happened?"
"Yeah, between Trina and you... are you two friends again?" Cedric smiled "of course we are... she's going to sleep here..." Yuki panicked "what? did she actually say that?" Cedric closed his eyes "no... Her parents left her and ask my mom if she could sleep here... only tonight..."
"Where is she sleeping? there are only two room in your house... no way... Cedric... am I thinking what I’m thinking?" Yuki said almost laughing, Cedric stopped her before she laugh "Yuki, don't start... and yes she's going to sleep in my room... don't worry my futon is near the door" Yuki laughed "what!? it's far! hahaha! are you scared with Trina? hahaha!!" Cedric looked at the hallway and saw Trina came out of the bathroom, already dressed; he smiled and said to Yuki "hey, do you want to talk to Trina? she's here..." Yuki said "of course!" then he said to Trina "Yuki wants to talk to you..." he saw Trina’s things "I’ll carry them upstairs, talk to Yuki first" Trina nodded "okay... but is it okay if you-" Cedric nodded "no problem... my turn to use the bathroom" he smiled and went upstairs carrying Trina’s things... Trina is talking to Yuki and Cedric went down, carrying his towel and his clothes and went to the bathroom...
"So Trina… are you okay there?" Trina smiled "yup, I’m okay here... I think Cedric is scared at me..." Yuki laughed "hahaha!!! I don't think so! I can't help laughing when he said the futon he prepared is near the door hahaha!!" Trina asked her "I guess he's just making sure I won't feel uncomfortable and scared..."
"Yup... he's a gentleman, so you have nothing to be scared about!"
"But I’m scared sleeping near the door..." Yuki immediately cut her sentence "nah-ah... I don't think Cedric will let you sleep there, you're going to sleep on the bed!" Trina’s eyes widened "what? no... That is Cedric’s bed..."
"Hey Trina, he's not going to let you sleep there... he won't do that..." Trina looked at the floor and to the bathroom door "but... is it okay with him...?" Yuki laughed "of course! I’m sure he will say that you'll be sleeping on the bed!" Trina was still listening to her, when the bathroom door opened she looked at him, he was dressed and his hair is messy.
Cedric noticed Trina was looking and he smiled, Trina looked at the comb she was holding, Cedric walked past her but Trina stopped him "Yuki... are you finished with your homework?" Yuki answered "not yet, I just checked how the things are going with Cedric... well it seems he's calm... so I guess I’ll talk to you tomorrow..." Trina smiled "okay bye bye Yuki good night" Trina’s still holding Cedric’s hand Yuki answered "sure bye." and then she hang up the phone. Cedric stared at her "w-what is it?" Trina smiled and handed him the comb "here fix your hair, it's messy" Cedric smiled "thanks..." he went upstairs and went to his room... Trina followed him when she saw Mrs. Sanders she greeted her "good evening Mrs. Sanders are you going to sleep now?" Mrs. Sanders smiled "yes... I was about to check if you two are already asleep, it seems not yet... so I’ll be going back to my room... have a goodnight sleep Trina..." Trina smiled "thank you, good night too Mrs. Sanders..." then Trina went to Cedric’s room. When she opened it, she saw Cedric "umm... are you going to sleep now?" Cedric looked at her and went to his futon near the door "not yet... I’ll stay awake until you fell asleep" Trina asked him "am... I going to sleep on your bed... not there?" Cedric lay down on his futon "yes... I can't let a woman sleep on the floor so go to sleep now... do you want me to turn off the lights?" Trina immediately answered "n-no..." then she lay down on the bed. She smiled 'it's soft' she looked at the direction of the door, she's staring at Cedric when- "you can't sleep?" she was startled but she answered "w-well... umm... kind of..." Cedric answered "don't worry I won't do anything to you... I’ll just stay here... I promise" Trina smiled "I know... I just can't sleep... are you sleepy?"
"I told you, I won't sleep until you sleep first..."
"Oh yeah... sorry..." Cedric looked at her "since when have you been talkative?" Trina laughed softly "since you prepared that futon far from me" Cedric smiled "I’m just making sure… you might think I’m a pervert..." Trina throws a pillow at him "stupid" Cedric looked at her and said "hey! What was that for!?" Trina laughed "you're always so serious, I’m just trying to-" her sentence was cut off when Cedric throws back the pillow Trina throwed at him "hahaha... just go to sleep." Trina looked at Cedric 'he's funny' then she lay back and ask Cedric "I’m sleepy... good night Cedric." Cedric closed his eyes "good night... don't come near me while I’m sleeping understood?" Trina opened her eyes with shock "what?! what do you think am I?" Cedric laughed "hahaha! you might take advantage of me while I’m sleeping..." Trina looked at him "what!? I should be the one saying that!" Cedric laughs "fine fine, now go to sleep..." Trina just smiled "good night" and they are both asleep... Mr. Sanders opened the door to check the two, when he opened the door, he immediately saw Cedric because he is near at the door, and Trina is sleeping peacefully in his bed... Mr. Sanders slowly closed the door and when the door is closed he laughed so hard "hahahahaha!!! I cannot believe this!! my son is scared with girls!!! hahaha!!" his wife went out the room "what's wrong?"
"What’s wrong?! hahaha!! your son is scared with girls! hahaha!"
"What?" so Mrs. Sanders opened the door and saw Cedric at the door... she smiled and slowly closed the door "Jinn, stop laughing, that can be an evidence that Cedric, your son is a gentleman." Mr. Sanders stopped laughing and nodded "yeah... okay, let's go to sleep..." his wife nodded and they went inside their rooms...
morning came and Cedric opened his eyes he sat and saw that Trina is already awake because she's not in his bed, he was about to stand when he noticed "what the- this is my blanket on the bed... how did it come here?" he stood up, and fixed his bed and the futon he thought to himself 'Trina’s going home today, wait... did she-' he was done and went down to saw Trina’s parents and Trina he greeted them "good morning Mr. and Mrs. bloomer" Trina greeted him "good morning Cedric..." he smiled "good morning" Mr. bloomer asked him "did Trina behave her self?" Trina looked at her dad "daddy!" Cedric smiled "yes sir, she is behave yesterday..." he asked them "oh, have you eaten already? I will prepare something..." Mrs. Bloomer stopped him "it's okay son, we have already eaten..." then his mom went down the stairs "can you stay here first? I’m just going to buy something at the store" he nodded "okay mom" then he went to the living room and joined them and talked...
Trina smiled to herself ‘I guess Cedric didn't notice it...' she remembered a while ago when she woke up, she saw Cedric sleeping peacefully but she cannot see the blanket that he put in his futon last night, so she get the blanket from the bed and covered Cedric’s body... she whispered to him "good morning Cedric, thank you for letting me sleep here..." then she went out the door slowly and head downstairs... she's still smiling when someone knocked on the door "I’ll get it" Cedric said and he went and opened the door "yes?"
"Umm... is this the home of Cedric sanders?"
"Huh? uhh... yeah... who are you?"
"I heard that Trina bloomer stayed here..."
"Yeah... may I know who are you?" Cedric thought to himself 'he knows Trina?' the guy answered Cedric’s question...
"Oh sorry about that... I haven't introduced myself..." he smiled "my name is Larry Frankton. Nice to meet you..."
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Okay! Chapter 3 is already done! I don't know if it's making sense, but I’ll try my best hahahaha!!! Hope you like it!
(Previously from chapter 2)
His mom went back to the kitchen saying "then let Trina sleep in
Your room..." they both said in chorus "WHAT!?"
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"Mom! no! Trina can stay in your room! and dad's gonna sleep in my room! it's more fair!" Cedric is almost shouting. Trina is just quiet thinking 'why did mom and dad leave me here?' she looked at Cedric and looked down 'what is their purpose of leaving me here?' Cedric is still reasoning "c'mon mom! It’s better right?" then Cedric’s dad went down "what's happening here? oh Trina hello! how are you feeling?" Trina blinked and whispered to Cedric "umm... Cedric... who is he?" Cedric looked at her "oh? that's my dad... he works everyday, so you won't see him in the house everytime, only at night" Trina smiled to Cedric’s dad "umm... good evening sir..." Jinn said "just call me dad if you want hahahaha!!" Cedric cut him off "dad!" Trina blushed "umm... Mr. Sanders is better" Jinn commented "what? what's wrong with calling me dad? Yuki is also calling me dad, and Trina when you are young you used to call me dad hahaha!" Cedric’s mom went out of the kitchen "okay, dinners ready, and Jinn! you know what Trina’s going through right now so don't talk to her like that." Jinn agreed "okay, sorry Trina... c'mon let's eat!" he went to the kitchen. Cedric was silent for a while and looked at Trina "Trina, I'm sorry I-" he noticed that Trina is laughing softly "Trina?" Trina looked at him "oh... sorry I can't help laughing, your dad's funny" he smiled "he's always like that... let's go" she nodded...
In the dining room, they are eating quietly when Cedric’s dad talked again "so Trina, how are you feeling?" Trina smiled "I’m feeling okay Mr. Sanders..." he laughed "that's good Trina! you know Cedric is always thinking about you hahahaha!!" Cedric shouted "dad!!" Mrs. Sanders stop them "now, now you two... don't start again... Trina, sorry about their actions, they're always like this." Trina smiled and also blushing "I-it's okay Mrs. Sanders..." and Cedric asked his mom "so mom... have you agreed with my plan?" Mrs. Sanders looked at him "plan? plan of what?" Cedric answered "well, Trina cannot sleep in my room... but i-it doesn't mean I’m selfish... it's just that... she's a girl... and she would feel uneasy sleeping in my room..." his mom said to him "it's okay as long as you don't do something bad to her" Cedric panicked "o-of course not!" Cedric’s dad talked "hahaha!! Cedric! I didn't know you're a very gentleman hahaha!! It’s okay for Trina to sleep in your room, and I don't want to be separated with my wife!" Trina is just quiet... until she said "I... I can sleep on the couch..." Cedric looked at her "no... You’re not sleeping on the couch..." Trina is just quiet. Cedric’s dad told Trina "it's okay Trina! when you are young you sleep in Cedric’s room!" Mrs. Sanders looked at her husband "Jinn! what did I told you a while ago..." Mr. Sanders nodded and said "sorry" Trina smiled "it's okay..." Cedric thought to himself 'I lost, they didn't agree with me' he looked at Trina 'I hope she will sleep comfortably in my room'... and Cedric continued to eat...
Dinner’s done, and it's almost time for bed... Trina was sitting on the couch thinking 'oh no... Where will I be sleeping? I can't sleep in Cedric’s room...' she didn't notice Cedric carrying her things... "Trina... hey Trina..." Trina came back to reality and saw Cedric carrying her things "w-what are you doing?" Cedric looked at her "I’m carrying it to my room..." Trina panicked "I-it's okay... I’ll just sleep here" Cedric looked at her seriously "are you crazy? I can't let you sleep there..." he continued upstairs and he stopped and said "don't worry I’m not going to do anything... I guarantee you that" then he continued to walk upstairs... Trina carried her other things and followed upstairs, she stopped and think 'I guess I don't have any other choice... but-' she looked at her things and give herself some bravery 'no... Mr. sanders said I used to sleep in Cedric’s room when we were still young, so I guess it's okay' and she walked upstairs... she saw Cedric going inside his room, her heart beats faster because of nervousness 't-this is my first time to enter a guy's room, well my dad is an exception...' she went inside and was amazed, it was clean and neat.
Not like she saw in movies that guys room are messy and dirty... his room was different it was very clean. Her attention went back to Cedric. He’s preparing a futon and putting the pillow and the blanket near the door... she looked at the distance... she smiled to her self 'Cedric is really a gentleman, but with the distance from his bed... umm... it's far...' she asked him "umm... do you think it's too far?" Cedric looked at her and smiled "nope... it's okay, by the way are you going to use the bathroom?" she nodded... And he said "okay, you go to the bathroom, and I’ll just stay in the living room, call me if you're done..." she nodded and Cedric went out of the room... she's still looking at the distance of that futon and Cedric’s bed she smiled 'is Cedric scared at me, I can't even talk to him with this distance' she laugh a little and went to the bathroom...
Cedric is sitting there, when the phone rang, he answered it "hello, good evening" Yuki laughed "hahaha!!! wow good manners Cedric" Cedric smiled "shut up Yuki... so what's up?" Yuki stopped laughing "so... what happened?" Cedric was confused with that statement "what happened?"
"Yeah, between Trina and you... are you two friends again?" Cedric smiled "of course we are... she's going to sleep here..." Yuki panicked "what? did she actually say that?" Cedric closed his eyes "no... Her parents left her and ask my mom if she could sleep here... only tonight..."
"Where is she sleeping? there are only two room in your house... no way... Cedric... am I thinking what I’m thinking?" Yuki said almost laughing, Cedric stopped her before she laugh "Yuki, don't start... and yes she's going to sleep in my room... don't worry my futon is near the door" Yuki laughed "what!? it's far! hahaha! are you scared with Trina? hahaha!!" Cedric looked at the hallway and saw Trina came out of the bathroom, already dressed; he smiled and said to Yuki "hey, do you want to talk to Trina? she's here..." Yuki said "of course!" then he said to Trina "Yuki wants to talk to you..." he saw Trina’s things "I’ll carry them upstairs, talk to Yuki first" Trina nodded "okay... but is it okay if you-" Cedric nodded "no problem... my turn to use the bathroom" he smiled and went upstairs carrying Trina’s things... Trina is talking to Yuki and Cedric went down, carrying his towel and his clothes and went to the bathroom...
"So Trina… are you okay there?" Trina smiled "yup, I’m okay here... I think Cedric is scared at me..." Yuki laughed "hahaha!!! I don't think so! I can't help laughing when he said the futon he prepared is near the door hahaha!!" Trina asked her "I guess he's just making sure I won't feel uncomfortable and scared..."
"Yup... he's a gentleman, so you have nothing to be scared about!"
"But I’m scared sleeping near the door..." Yuki immediately cut her sentence "nah-ah... I don't think Cedric will let you sleep there, you're going to sleep on the bed!" Trina’s eyes widened "what? no... That is Cedric’s bed..."
"Hey Trina, he's not going to let you sleep there... he won't do that..." Trina looked at the floor and to the bathroom door "but... is it okay with him...?" Yuki laughed "of course! I’m sure he will say that you'll be sleeping on the bed!" Trina was still listening to her, when the bathroom door opened she looked at him, he was dressed and his hair is messy.
Cedric noticed Trina was looking and he smiled, Trina looked at the comb she was holding, Cedric walked past her but Trina stopped him "Yuki... are you finished with your homework?" Yuki answered "not yet, I just checked how the things are going with Cedric... well it seems he's calm... so I guess I’ll talk to you tomorrow..." Trina smiled "okay bye bye Yuki good night" Trina’s still holding Cedric’s hand Yuki answered "sure bye." and then she hang up the phone. Cedric stared at her "w-what is it?" Trina smiled and handed him the comb "here fix your hair, it's messy" Cedric smiled "thanks..." he went upstairs and went to his room... Trina followed him when she saw Mrs. Sanders she greeted her "good evening Mrs. Sanders are you going to sleep now?" Mrs. Sanders smiled "yes... I was about to check if you two are already asleep, it seems not yet... so I’ll be going back to my room... have a goodnight sleep Trina..." Trina smiled "thank you, good night too Mrs. Sanders..." then Trina went to Cedric’s room. When she opened it, she saw Cedric "umm... are you going to sleep now?" Cedric looked at her and went to his futon near the door "not yet... I’ll stay awake until you fell asleep" Trina asked him "am... I going to sleep on your bed... not there?" Cedric lay down on his futon "yes... I can't let a woman sleep on the floor so go to sleep now... do you want me to turn off the lights?" Trina immediately answered "n-no..." then she lay down on the bed. She smiled 'it's soft' she looked at the direction of the door, she's staring at Cedric when- "you can't sleep?" she was startled but she answered "w-well... umm... kind of..." Cedric answered "don't worry I won't do anything to you... I’ll just stay here... I promise" Trina smiled "I know... I just can't sleep... are you sleepy?"
"I told you, I won't sleep until you sleep first..."
"Oh yeah... sorry..." Cedric looked at her "since when have you been talkative?" Trina laughed softly "since you prepared that futon far from me" Cedric smiled "I’m just making sure… you might think I’m a pervert..." Trina throws a pillow at him "stupid" Cedric looked at her and said "hey! What was that for!?" Trina laughed "you're always so serious, I’m just trying to-" her sentence was cut off when Cedric throws back the pillow Trina throwed at him "hahaha... just go to sleep." Trina looked at Cedric 'he's funny' then she lay back and ask Cedric "I’m sleepy... good night Cedric." Cedric closed his eyes "good night... don't come near me while I’m sleeping understood?" Trina opened her eyes with shock "what?! what do you think am I?" Cedric laughed "hahaha! you might take advantage of me while I’m sleeping..." Trina looked at him "what!? I should be the one saying that!" Cedric laughs "fine fine, now go to sleep..." Trina just smiled "good night" and they are both asleep... Mr. Sanders opened the door to check the two, when he opened the door, he immediately saw Cedric because he is near at the door, and Trina is sleeping peacefully in his bed... Mr. Sanders slowly closed the door and when the door is closed he laughed so hard "hahahahaha!!! I cannot believe this!! my son is scared with girls!!! hahaha!!" his wife went out the room "what's wrong?"
"What’s wrong?! hahaha!! your son is scared with girls! hahaha!"
"What?" so Mrs. Sanders opened the door and saw Cedric at the door... she smiled and slowly closed the door "Jinn, stop laughing, that can be an evidence that Cedric, your son is a gentleman." Mr. Sanders stopped laughing and nodded "yeah... okay, let's go to sleep..." his wife nodded and they went inside their rooms...
morning came and Cedric opened his eyes he sat and saw that Trina is already awake because she's not in his bed, he was about to stand when he noticed "what the- this is my blanket on the bed... how did it come here?" he stood up, and fixed his bed and the futon he thought to himself 'Trina’s going home today, wait... did she-' he was done and went down to saw Trina’s parents and Trina he greeted them "good morning Mr. and Mrs. bloomer" Trina greeted him "good morning Cedric..." he smiled "good morning" Mr. bloomer asked him "did Trina behave her self?" Trina looked at her dad "daddy!" Cedric smiled "yes sir, she is behave yesterday..." he asked them "oh, have you eaten already? I will prepare something..." Mrs. Bloomer stopped him "it's okay son, we have already eaten..." then his mom went down the stairs "can you stay here first? I’m just going to buy something at the store" he nodded "okay mom" then he went to the living room and joined them and talked...
Trina smiled to herself ‘I guess Cedric didn't notice it...' she remembered a while ago when she woke up, she saw Cedric sleeping peacefully but she cannot see the blanket that he put in his futon last night, so she get the blanket from the bed and covered Cedric’s body... she whispered to him "good morning Cedric, thank you for letting me sleep here..." then she went out the door slowly and head downstairs... she's still smiling when someone knocked on the door "I’ll get it" Cedric said and he went and opened the door "yes?"
"Umm... is this the home of Cedric sanders?"
"Huh? uhh... yeah... who are you?"
"I heard that Trina bloomer stayed here..."
"Yeah... may I know who are you?" Cedric thought to himself 'he knows Trina?' the guy answered Cedric’s question...
"Oh sorry about that... I haven't introduced myself..." he smiled "my name is Larry Frankton. Nice to meet you..."
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Okay! Chapter 3 is already done! I don't know if it's making sense, but I’ll try my best hahahaha!!! Hope you like it!
quotes
.,real love hurts quotations some are from facebook applications..
"we must understand that love leaves for a reason, but never without a lesson
"somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me, somewhere in your heart I won’t care where it would be. one little corner may not mean so much to you, but one little corner is all I ask of you."
"In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense."
"you'd rather have him/her as a friend than not to have him/her in your life at all".
"expecting is one way of hurting yourself"..
"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself".
"If you love something let it go,If it comes back to you it's yours,If it doesn't, it never was,and it's not meant to be".
"in love, you take risks, you fol down, but you should never be scared to go a lil further, a lil crazier, coz in the end. the sweetest love is the one which made you lose control".
"wen luv is real, it defies all rison, wen luv is true it ignores all pain.. wen luv is great it waits, it persists, it lingers forever"..
"We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice."
Thursday, November 26, 2009
does real love hurt?
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Winter Agony
It has been 2 years... Since I broke up with him, I wonder what he's doing right now. December 20, A month for giving gifts and making happy memories. But look where I am... Alone in the park, riding a swing and watching as the snow slowly falls down. I rested my head on the chains, looking at the sky, and I felt someone was walking towards me. Well I hope it's him, the man I've long for to see. And he stopped behind me, I wonder if it's really him. I don't want to look around, I don't want to expect someone, so I stayed in my position and still looked at the sky, and I heard someone talked “Miss? Are you okay? It's cold out here...” It's a man's voice. When I turn around, I saw him, a tall guy he has black messy hair, wearing a black winter jacket, orange scarf, his hands inside his pockets,. I stared at him and he asked me one more time “Are you okay?” As I got back into my senses I replied to him “yes. I'm okay.” He didn't move instead he went beside the other swing “Mind if I sit here?” He doesn't seem to be scary but - “no. I don't own the park, you can sit freely everywhere” He smiled and sat down.
It feels like I'm still alone in this park, eventhough this guy was sitting beside me. I pretty much don't care anyway, I just wanted to see the sky, and maybe get a little emotional. I felt that somehow he looked at me, but I didn't react. Honestly it's quite bit annoying, that he just appeared and started staring at people, well particularly me. Then he started to ask me “What are you doing here? It's dangerous for girls to stay out here at night. You might never know, there maybe bad guys somewhere.” Oh now I see, he's the kind of people who acts superhero “I'm here to look at the sky. And don't worry, I don't think there will be someone who will take advantage of me.” He was quiet for a while and he replied “I'm sorry for asking you this. But, I want to know what you're thinking.” I immediately looked at him. Who the hell does he think he is?! But I have to calm down, he doesn't seem to have any ill intention. “Why do you want to know what I think?” I stared at him, and he looked straight into my eyes and he said with a worried look “Because... You're crying...”
I was shocked with what he said. I touched my cheek and I noticed... I really am crying! “W-Why am I crying?” I just blurted it out, but the tears just won't stop coming out of my eyes. I keep on wiping and wiping it. But it continues to flow. “I-I'm sorry, I didn't know... I was... Crying” I said to him. He stared at me, and I saw him pulling out something from his pocket “Here... It seems you don't have one... You can use mine.” It was his handkerchief. He's offering it to me. I was hesitating, but he gently grabbed my hand and placed the handkerchief in my palm “It's okay... Use it... You really need it right now...” He let go of my hand and I replied “T-thank you...” He gently smiled at me as he started to say his name “Oh, I'm sorry I forgot to introduce myself...
My name is Phillip Ashford... Phillip is fine” His name registered into my mind, It's quite a nice name “My name is Eleanor Sylwester... You can call me Elie for short.” Again he smiled to me like I wasn't crying at all “Nice to meet you Elie. You know, you really have a cute name.” I wonder if he's making me feel good, or he wants me to be annoyed “Are you teasing me?” I suddenly blurted it out accidentally. “Oh.. no, no.. I'm sorry have I offended you? Okay I won't say anymore about your name.” I'm still holding his handkerchief and keep wiping my tears. “It... Won't stop...” I said. I really don't know if I was talking to him, or I was talking to myself, but he replied “It won't stop because you don't want to let it out.” he stared at the sky “Maybe those tears, reminded you that... It will not stop unless you let it out” I don't know if it's true, but it seems that he's right. These tears, just keep flowing, like a faucet was turned on inside my eyes “I really want to hear your story, I want to know what happened. Would you mind telling it to me Elie?” I looked at him, his eyes were very serious, but I also sense his concern for me... I looked down and stared at my feet “I am alone, because the person I love is not with me anymore.” I waited for him to react but he didn't, so I continued “It's been 2 years, since me and my boyfriend broke up.” Oh not again. The past is coming back in my mind again. I don't want to remember it but - ' It will not stop unless you let it out' maybe it's time I let it out about my story that shows that real love hurts..
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2 years ago
Francis Hamilton and I was sitting on the bench in the park. We both had this, sad looks. Especially Fran. We were seriously talking in the park, while watching the kids play. “I really envy the kids.” I said “They don't much care about the world. All they do is play and have fun. I wonder why the adults don't do that anymore...?” I stared at the kids, while they were so happy chasing one another. I looked at Fran and I heard him “Is it really necessary?” I looked down “Maybe... I really don't know, but haven't you noticed...? We were always arguing, and we do not understand each other anymore. It's not the same as before...” He sighed and talked “Is it my fault? That it has come down to this? What do I do?” He looked at me, it was as if he wants to cry “What do you want me to do? I have done everything you wanted me to do... What else do you want me to do? I'm willing to do anything...” I held his hand. He was shaking “No, you have done your part. It's just that it's lacking something. I don't know what it is, but I guess it's not enough.” I stared at him, and I saw pain in his eyes, he shifted his look towards the kids “Yeah... I guess you're right... I'm sorry about what I said a while ago... I have been... selfish.” What is this feeling? I was the one who wanted this, but it seems my heart has been pricked by needles. It hurts, he just accept it like that? “Y-you mean, you're... Agreeing with my... decision...?” It was quiet for a while, and then suddenly I saw a tear fell from his eye “Yes... I'm respecting your decision, this might not be forever. Since it's just for l while... right?” I nodded, my heart races. It's the first time I've seen him cry “it will be okay soon...” So for the last time, I hugged him, and I felt his embrace was so tight that I almost cannot breathe. But I let him hug me, because I will not be feeling these warm arms for a while.
After 5 months. It seems I have recovered from that break up... I guess... I went out with my friends for a while. And do what I really wanted to do. Just being myself. A year after our break up, I was in a relationship. He was a really nice guy. We were shopping in the mall, and walking happily... When a familiar face was in front of us... “Fran...” I was clinging in my boyfriend's arms when Fran saw us. His eyes... Those eyes full of pain, I can still see it. Does it mean that he still didn't let go? Fran spoke “H-hi there... How have you been...?” I don't know what to say, but he approached me and my boyfriend. He stretched out his hand to my boyfriend. He smiled and he said “Nice to meet you, I'm Francis Hamilton...” he looked at me and looked at my boyfriend “I'm one of his friend.” My Boyfriend answered briefly “Oh nice to meet you.. My name is Leo.” I stared at him, while he was talking to Leo, his eyes full of pain, his eyes were wet. Am I the only one who moved? 'this might not be forever. Since it's just for a while... right?' So he's seriously waiting for me? I was so lost in my thought when Fran was waving his hand in front of my face “Heeeeeyy... Are you okay? I said I will be going now.” He smiled at me “I'm glad you're happy now.” Wait... those eyes... He understands me, he's trying to understand me. I weakly replied “Yes... You... t-take care...” I felt his hand tapped my head, then walked past us. What the heck did that mean? W-why is he smiling? That means he's trying to understand my situation. I looked back. Francis...
Just recently, maybe 5 months ago. I broke up with Leo... For some reason, I cannot forget Francis. Maybe I still love Fran. Maybe he's still waiting for me. Maybe I should see him again, and work things out for us. And then we'll be happy together again, just like before. December 20. I went out the house, hoping to see him so maybe I should stay in the park.
“Eh... So that's what happened...” I nodded and looked up “This is the place where Fran and I broke up. So I'm waiting for him to show up and settle things with him.” I felt that he smiled so I looked at him, and I was right, he was smiling “What is it?” He tapped my head “I'm happy, because you are not crying anymore.” I touched my cheek and noticed that it was really gone “Y-yeah... you're right...” He chuckled lightly “I told you if you let it out, you'll feel better. Correct me if I'm mistaken.” I waited for him to continue “You were crying because you miss him, and hoping that It will be fine again... And hoping that he will accept your love once again...” I nodded, it's true, that I'm a little at fault. Now I'm wondering why I broke up with him, if he's the person I really love. I noticed that he stood up I looked at him “What's wrong? Are you leaving?” he smiled at me and said “I'll be back, maybe this is your time.” I was confused with what he said “My time? For what?” He pointed out his fingers to the man that was walking “There, maybe that's the person you're waiting for. I don't really know what he looks like. But maybe he's the one, because he's cute.” Cute!? I looked at him suspiciously “hey.. Are you gay?!” he laughed a little “Silly, of course not... It's him right?” I stared at the person who was walking. And what do you know the mysterious guy was right! It is Fran! Phillip walk out “I'll be back in a while, you have a talk with him okay?” As Phillip was walking by, he tapped Fran and Phillip pointed at me. He was a bit shocked to find me there, and Phillip waved his hands and walk far from us.
Fran was walking towards me. Oh my God, my heart was beating so much. “F-fran...” He smiled “Good Evening Elie. Mind if we sit on the swing?” I panicked a little “Oh! N-no no! Let's sit down!” we both sat down. And it was quiet for a while, I slowly looked at him, and noticed that his eyes changed. It's a bit more... Relaxed, unlike before it was full of pain... But now... It's gone... “So...? what do you want to talk about? That guy said that you have to say something to me?” I have never been so nervous in my life. “W-well... umm... I know it's been 2 years that we are apart... I was... wondering if... umm... We can... start again...?” I am screaming inside! I can't believe I said that! But it made me so happy that I can finally say what I really wanted to say... I am waiting for his reply, and when I looked at him. He was staring at me... My heart is beating too fast... I'm so nervous... “Elie...” this is it! “Y-yes...?” I closed my eyes and waited for his reply, but I felt my cheek became warm. When I opened my eyes, I saw Fran Holding my cheeks with both of his hands while kneeling like a knight. He smiled gently at me as he say “Elie... I'm sorry...” What?! Did I hear it right?! I'll ask it again “W-what did you say Fran?” He immediately replied “I'm sorry... I can't be with you again...” My tears are swelling up again “W-why? You were... waiting for me right? That time at the mall... I saw your eyes...”
“Yes... I was waiting for you, but I realized that it was just only me who's waiting...”
“N-no wait... You got it all wrong! We are not together anymore because I realize that what I really needed was you.”
“Elie... It's not your fault that I felt this way now... I closed may heart to anyone else, that's why I have a hard time forgetting about you. While you were open... You let your life flow...”
“F-Fran... No... Please, I still love you so much...”
“Elie I do too...”
“Then why can't we get back again, like we used to before?!”
“Because Past is different from the present and the future... We cannot dictate what will happen tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, or the years from now...”
“But the past can be repeated! Right?! We can repeat it right?!”
“A scar has been left behind Elie. A big wound has been healed and is now a big scar.”
“It's my fault right?! If I didn't broke up with you! Maybe we're still together!”
“No one knows what will happen right? And I told you before... It's not your fault... I love you Elie, but not like before... We have hurt each other from the past, I've hurt you... You've hurt me... And getting back will not be a good idea anymore...”
“I don't understand! We just have to love each other. Even if it's not like before...!”
“Elie... It might be different... A friend of mine once told me 'When a glass is broken. If you put it together, it will never be the same glass again.' … True enough, right?”
“But we can replace it with a new glass right?!”
I was crying so hard, the tears are continuing to fall down my face, but he was still smiling and pinched my cheek a little. “Still stubborn as before... Yes... You're right, the glass can be replaced... But it is not the same glass as before... It changes... Like us...” I can't help it! It's like I was pierced with a thousand needles.. It hurts.. “D-do you have someone... You like...?”
“It doesn't matter Elie...”
“Yes it does! Because of her, you are now leaving me!”
“Elie listen to me...” He was now seriously looking into my eyes “Do you love me?” What kind of question is that!? “Y-yes!”
“Then let me be happy with what I wanted... I want you to understand me Elie... If you want me to be happy... Let go... That's only time that I will be happy...”
“But how about me!? I won't be happy! You're only benefiting from this!”
“Of course not... Do you know why you are hurting this much?”
“Because you don't want me anymore...!”
“No... It's because, you're locking up away you're heart to the world...”
I was a bit confused with his statement... He said I'm locking myself What does he mean by that... “After you broke up with Leo... You began to close your heart... Just like what I did last year... You opened your heart, so you eventually moved... But me... I closed it... So do you know what happened?”
“You became miserable...?”
“That's right... I was crying every night because I have been thinking of you... Until I became aware of everything. That all I really have to do is open my heart...”
“So that's why you can now move...”
“That's right... Elie I want you to be happy... I want you to open your heart, do not close it... And I want you to be happy for me too...” So this is it... My love life of Fran is totally over... I am so hurt! Why is this happening? Why did I broke up with him? And now... He moves one, and he wants me to open my heart... He has done it... “Hey...” I am staring at Fran, still his hands are still on my cheek “Do you like someone right now...?” He was smiling...
“I don't know... But maybe I do have a crush on someone...” Now this time... it really hurts... “F-Francis... Is there-” I was cut when he placed his forefinger on my lips “Elie... This is fate... This is bound to happen... Let us flow with our lives and have fun... Open our hearts.. Do not close it... Stop blocking it...” Francis really knows how to talk about this right now... I never cried so much... But I nodded and I cried again when he replied... “Thank you...” And stood up and kissed my forehead, he whispered... “Goodbye Elie... Have a happy life...” As he walk away from the swing... I was so weak that I was kneeling on the cold cement full of snow I cried so hard, I cried and cried and cried... I just have to let out this tears... I want to cry, I don't care if anyone sees me. I just want to cry. And as the snow continues to fall... A warm hand was placed on my shoulder. I looked around and saw Phillip behind me, looking with his concerned eyes. “He... said...” I was cut off when he suddenly hugged me and patting my back “It's okay, just cry as much as you want... I'll be here...” With his words I cried so hard, and no more tears are coming out of my eyes. He stayed with me, hugging me until I finished crying.
I am now calm, he was still hugging me and I placed my head on his shoulder “Was it... my fault...?”
“No... It's no one's fault...” I'm not convinced with what he said “We love each other but why can't we get back together...?”
“He cannot find his happiness to you... anymore...” I opened my eyes and pushed her lightly so I can see his face “What do you mean.?”
“He still love you... But he will not be happy anymore...”
“You're confusing me...”
“Just imagine a dog... You love your dog... But sometimes you are not happy with just playing with it...” He slowly pulled me up so I can sit on the swing... and same as he. And I began to get curious... “You're very mysterious... You stayed here... Why?”
“Because I'm worried. You know... I'm one of your neighbors...”
“Eh!!? You are?” I was shocked, because this is clearly the first time I saw him... “Yes.. I've seen him before too, when you and he are still together... Until the past few months, you seem to be always in pain... And because you closed your heart, you haven't notice the people in your surroundings... So I hope next time, you greet me okay?” He gently smiled at me. I was a bit tired from crying but I said “Thank you for accompanying me here... I never expected that this was bound to happen...” He replied to me in a friendly way “No worries... I'm glad I could accompany you... I hope you'll get well... And be back to who you are...” I smiled at him “Thank you... I'm sure I will, but it might take some time... But I will open my heart, just like he said... And I won't block anybody anymore...” Fran... I might love someone again someday... But you will always be the first one... I hope you find your love and happiness.
“Elie... Let's go...” And I nodded as we walk home together. The snow is beautiful, but this will be the most Painful Christmas snow in my life... I'll find happiness too, just like you... Fran... Goodbye...
*selphie*
Regret
This is a story of my friend "dorian gray"
I am what you may call a do-anything-for-love kind of guy. I don't care what the obstacles are, who are against me or what others think about how I go on about my lovelife. I didn't know whether it was an admirable trait or not. But low and behold, I got my answer... This is my story...
She was my everything. My bestfriend and my girlfriend. We were content and happy to share each other's experiences. She even loved my daughter (yes I do have a 2-year old daughter) like her own, and I, too, loved her daughter as well (yes she also has a 4-year old daughter!). Sometimes, we even discussed our marriage. In short, we were an almost perfect couple that would soon be husband and wife... almost... Like any other couple, we had problems. Ours was the fact that we thought we could live alone. We never went out with our friends, we never talked to anyone casually if it wasn't badly needed. We lived in our own little bubble. Never did we think that that bubble will someday burst.
I'll admit it, I was the one who broke-up with her. (I know what you're thinking..) My reason was simple. I was getting choked. The fact that we had no one else to talk to or hang out with was very restricting. Love wasn't our problem. Hell, we had lots of it! The problem was we had no one to go to when we need advice, when we were having problems. So all that quarrels and fights bottled up inside of us and one day it just exploded. We (rather I, ) decided to give up.
The first few months was very liberating. I could talk to anyone I like, go anywhere, hang out with anybody etc. I was enjoying the single life that I had once again.
But then, the aftershock came.
I found out that I wasn't over her. And I found out the hard way.
Someone was courting her, and worst, all of this was happening right in front of my face, quite literally, because we were all in one office. (how's that for bad luck?) As expected, I tried to get her back. I can honestly and surely say that those were the most painful, agonizing and regretful days of my life.
A lot of thoughts ran into my mind like,
"I shouldn't have let her go"
"If only I could get her back"
"I would do anything to have her back"
I wished this story ended like a movie where the protagonist emerges victorious and gets the girl. But sadly, reality sets in. She is already in love with someone else. Could I blame her? Of course not! Did I get what I deserve? Absolutely. But most importantly, I did what was right. I let her go. Despite the fact that I loved her so much, I set aside my own feelings and did what would make her happier.
Did it hurt? Of course! Was it right? Absolutely.
If there was anything left for me to learn with this experience is that you would only know whether your love for someone is real love hurts.
I am what you may call a do-anything-for-love kind of guy. I don't care what the obstacles are, who are against me or what others think about how I go on about my lovelife. I didn't know whether it was an admirable trait or not. But low and behold, I got my answer... This is my story...
She was my everything. My bestfriend and my girlfriend. We were content and happy to share each other's experiences. She even loved my daughter (yes I do have a 2-year old daughter) like her own, and I, too, loved her daughter as well (yes she also has a 4-year old daughter!). Sometimes, we even discussed our marriage. In short, we were an almost perfect couple that would soon be husband and wife... almost... Like any other couple, we had problems. Ours was the fact that we thought we could live alone. We never went out with our friends, we never talked to anyone casually if it wasn't badly needed. We lived in our own little bubble. Never did we think that that bubble will someday burst.
I'll admit it, I was the one who broke-up with her. (I know what you're thinking..) My reason was simple. I was getting choked. The fact that we had no one else to talk to or hang out with was very restricting. Love wasn't our problem. Hell, we had lots of it! The problem was we had no one to go to when we need advice, when we were having problems. So all that quarrels and fights bottled up inside of us and one day it just exploded. We (rather I, ) decided to give up.
The first few months was very liberating. I could talk to anyone I like, go anywhere, hang out with anybody etc. I was enjoying the single life that I had once again.
But then, the aftershock came.
I found out that I wasn't over her. And I found out the hard way.
Someone was courting her, and worst, all of this was happening right in front of my face, quite literally, because we were all in one office. (how's that for bad luck?) As expected, I tried to get her back. I can honestly and surely say that those were the most painful, agonizing and regretful days of my life.
A lot of thoughts ran into my mind like,
"I shouldn't have let her go"
"If only I could get her back"
"I would do anything to have her back"
I wished this story ended like a movie where the protagonist emerges victorious and gets the girl. But sadly, reality sets in. She is already in love with someone else. Could I blame her? Of course not! Did I get what I deserve? Absolutely. But most importantly, I did what was right. I let her go. Despite the fact that I loved her so much, I set aside my own feelings and did what would make her happier.
Did it hurt? Of course! Was it right? Absolutely.
If there was anything left for me to learn with this experience is that you would only know whether your love for someone is real love hurts.
Memories of you (part2)
(Previously from chapter 1)
"Umm... mom? Who’s that guy there? And why did he know me?" and Trina
Looked at him "hello there, who are you? My name is Trina bloomer, nice to meet
You... may I know your name?"
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Cedric cannot believe what he's hearing 'It...It cannot be...' he
Immediately went near to Trina "Y-you don't remember me?" Trina’s emotion was
Blank and with an answer "...No" Cedric slowly steps back "N-no... This
Cannot be happening..." He's looking at Yuki, then Trina's parents, and lastly
To his mother... He shouted "What is happening here?! Trina! It's me Cedric! Yuki!
What is wrong with her!? Mr. Bloomer! W-why! ... M-mom..." he looked at his mom
"W-what happened...!?" he looked down and looked at Trina again 'Trina...' He calmed
His self; he was silent for a while. He looked at everybody in the room and he looked at
Trina… He breathed and
He finally said "please... c-come in..." Mrs. Sanders went to his son and looked
At Trina and her parents "Please come in and sit down. I will bring you
Something to drink... Cedric? Can you help me to the kitchen...?" he nodded and still looking
Down he followed his mom, and Yuki
Guided Trina and her parents in the living room they sat there and chatted...
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(Trina's thought)
'What happened to that guy? He just shouted like that...' she asked Yuki
"Umm... Yuki? Who’s that guy who shouted? It seems that he's really
Disappointed, when I looked at him, he wanted to cry... did something happen?"
Yuki looked at Trina’s parents, and they nodded... so Yuki talked "Trina... well
You know that you are born in this town right?" she nodded "yes, mom and dad told
Me" Yuki smiled "good… Cedric is also your childhood friend like me... umm... After you
Talked to me, you went to Cedric and you promised him that you will come back here…
Uhh..... well you came back but…” Trina looked at the hallway and lowered her head "I
See... he was… Disappointed" Yuki nodded...
This is the story of what happened to Trina... why she became like
That... well this just happened 6 months ago, before they went back to town...
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((6 months ago))
She ask her parents if she could go to the shop to bring presents to her
Friends. "I wonder what I will give to Yuki... hmm... she loves hats and bags,
Well… that solves for Yuki but-" then she remembered Cedric "Cedric... he likes toads
And worms *chuckled* well I’ll buy him a necklace and Yuki too..." she smiled,
She was very excited of going home to where she was born... she reached the
Shop and bought the presents... she thanked the salesman and walked out... near
Their house, two men are fighting... she went to the two men until she
Familiarized the other guy it's Larry Frankton.. Larry Frankton is Trina’s friend
In Holland, and liked her, but Trina doesn't like him but he was kind to her.
She shouted at Larry "Larry! What are you doing!? Stop it! Don’t
Fight!" it seems the two guys doesn't heard her, so she went to them, but the
Two guys doesn't seem to notice that Trina was there, when the other guy is
Going to punch Larry. He evaded the punch and the punch was received by Trina, she
Was hit in the head and she lost consciousness and banged her head on
The cement floor. "No! Trina!" Larry tried to wake her up, but no use. The man
Went running... "Come back here you jerk!" but the man cannot be seen, his
Attention went back to Trina "Trina, wake up" no use, so he carried her and
Also the things that she brought from the store...
Inside the house, the doctor was checking if she's okay... her parents
Are worried and Mrs. Bloomer ask Larry "what happened Larry? Who did this?"
Larry looked down and said "I... I saw a man peeking in the window of your
House and I discovered that he was a burglar, so I captured him and started punching
Him... we are fighting and I didn't notice Trina... the man... punched me, but I-" his words
Was cut by Trina’s father "you evaded it, and Trina received the punch..." Larry
Slowly nodded "y-yes sir... I’m sorry... I shouldn't have evaded that punch,
This is also my fault... I’m sorry sir" Mrs. Bloomer went to Larry "Larry, it
Was an accident... but-" she looked at her daughter... 30 minutes later, Trina’s
Eyes are slowly opening "Trina? Trina can you hear me?" said Mrs. Bloomer, she's
Crying... "Trina, can you move?" ask by her father, "Trina I’m sorry about what
Happened... I - I didn't know you were there"... Trina looked at them and asked
"w-who are... you?" they are all shocked with that word, Mrs. Bloomer looked at
The doctor "doctor... what happened to my daughter?" the doctor answered her
"Mrs. Bloomer, your daughter is fine... but... she was hit in the head and
Banged on the floor... this could mean one thing... amnesia" Mrs. Bloomer
Covered her mouth and cried, Mr. Bloomer hugged her "Nadia... its okay, don't
Cry... she will have her memories back, she will just have to rest" he's trying
To calm his wife, but inside him he was hurt... very hurt... Larry just stood
There shocked while watching Trina "w-what have I done...? I-it's my entire fault"
He slowly went near to Trina’s bed and kneeled "Trina... I’m so sorry" Trina
Just watched him… "Trina? Is that my name?" she looked at two people standing
"You must be my parents... right?" Mr. Bloomer slowly let go of his wife and
Hold Trina’s hand "yes... I... I am your father, and this is your mother... and
That is Larry." Trina asked "w-why... can't I remember anything?" Larry answered
Her question "you have amnesia Trina..." she was kind of confused "amnesia…?"
Larry nodded "it means you have forgotten everything" Mrs. Bloomer hugged her
"Don’t worry dear, me and your father will not leave you..." Trina smiled "thank
You... mom."
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Yuki asked Trina "so... how are you feeling? Going back here?" Trina smiled
"Well I don't remember anything but I feel welcome here, this place is more relaxing"
Yuki smiled "so that means you're bored in Holland?" Trina answered "yeah, specially
with Darry" her parents cut their talking "Larry... Trina... it's Larry" Yuki laughed "it
seems you don't like this Larry huh? You even forgot his name" Trina joined Yuki's
laughing "I guess... But he's kind, so I don't hate him." her laugh vanished when she saw
Cedric came carrying a tray with juice, he put it in the table; he said looking at Trina’s
Parents "please, drink first... you must be tired from the travel." Mrs. Bloomer
Smiled "thank you Cedric" Mr. Bloomer added "you have became a handsome young lad" he
Smiled "thank you Mr. Bloomer" and then he said "I’m sorry, but I have to go...
I still have to do something..." he turned around and almost at the door when
Yuki stopped him by asking "something? C’mon it can wait later… talk to Trina first-"
he stopped and looked at Trina. Trina just stared at him and he faced the door "I still have
Some... thinking to do... sorry" then he turned the knob and went outside...
Trina whispered "Cedric... I am really sorry" Yuki tap Trina’s shoulder "what's
With the frown? It’s going to be okay." Trina asked "is... he umm...-" Yuki added
"Mad?" Trina nodded Yuki replied "no, he's not... do you want to know where he's
Going?" Trina smiled "r-really? You know where?" Yuki nodded she
Looked at Trina’s parents "can I bring Trina to that place?" they smiled and
Nodded "c'mon" she grabs Trina and went to the door "Mrs. Sanders? We’re going
Away for a while!" Mrs. Sanders went out of the kitchen carrying a tray she
Nodded "okay, just be back here, after the sunset okay?" Yuki smiled "okay" then
They went outside...
He breathed hard when he reached their private place… He was tired because he
Ran so fast, he didn’t even stop to breathe… This was Trina, Yuki and his
Place... he sat there looking at the sun 'amnesia, if I’m not mistaken, that's
What happened’, he remembered what he and his mother are talking about in the
Kitchen ("she had amnesia Cedric" he was shocked "amnesia...? b-but why? How?" his
Mom still preparing the food "it was an accident... it happened just 6 months
Ago, when her friend spotted a burglar at their window, they both fight and
Trina tried to stop them and accidentally got punched by the burglar" Cedric’s hand
Are tightly closed, he's containing the anger inside him "why her...?" Mrs.
Sanders noticed Cedric’s anger and said "Cedric... calm down, don't worry she will
Remember everything again..." Cedric’s anger is still there but he's keeping it… his
Mom said to him "here bring this, and don't show that anger Cedric..." he tried to
Calm himself and nodded "y-yes mom") he shouted "AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!
WHY HER!!!!!???" he punched his hand to the tree... "I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR
HER!! FOR 13 YEARS!! AND NOW THIS HAPPENED!!!? I HATE THIS!!!!" he
closed his eyes and calmed himself and sat back and looked at the sunset he doesn't feel
that his hand is bleeding with that punch, he just noticed it when he wipes his face with
his right hand he said to himself 'it's bleeding' but he didn't care, he just stared at the sun
waiting for it to vanish...
Yuki pointed at the tree "Trina there he is." Trina looked at
The tree and saw him staring at the sun "c'mon Yuki" Yuki stopped "no no no...
You go there alone Trina" Trina was shocked "what?!-" Yuki immediately cover
Trina’s mouth "shh! Don’t be so loud..." she let go of Trina’s mouth "what..?
I…I’m scared... he might be angry" Yuki smiled "I can't come, I still have
Homework to do, I know its vacation but I have to finish everything early... before school
Starts, it’s almost sunset, I don't know about Cedric, but I’m doing my homework in
Advance... so see ya...” Trina didn't have the chance to speak because Yuki
Was immediately gone 'she was a fast runner,' she said and smiled and she looked
To the tree where Cedric was sitting, she was nervous she doesn’t know why... 'Argh!
I don't know what will happen, I’ll just have to talk to him, and it will be
okay.' she breathed hard and walked to the place where Cedric is sitting.
'Why is this happening? Did she do something? Did I do something?' he
Leaned back to the tree when he sensed someone was coming, he don't know if he
Will smile or he will cry… the movement stop... he closed his eyes and asked "are
You just going to stand there?" Trina said to herself 'h-he knows I’m here' she
Talked "umm... c-can I-" Cedric immediately said "you don't have to ask permission
To sit" he's not looking but he tap the grass beside him "you can sit here if you
Want." Trina answered "thank you." Trina thought to herself 'he knows what I’m going to
Ask' she smiled... they watched the sun, it was quiet and Cedric broke it "I’m sorry about
what happened a while ago..." Trina looked at him "don't worry about it, I was scared at
first but then Yuki explained to me..." Cedric looked at her "Yuki? Ha-ha... Yuki really talks
A lot. She’s the one who showed you this place right?" Trina nodded and Cedric
Asked "where is she?" Trina answered "she said, she has to do her homework
Early..." Cedric laughed "yup that's her" Trina smiled and thought to herself 'Cedric
Wasn’t so scary at all, he seems to be kind. And I feel comfortable beside him'
Trina noticed something at his right hand and panicked "oh my! What happened to
Your hand!?" she immediately grab Cedric’s hand. Cedric was shocked "uhh... I-" Trina
Looked at him strictly "what happened to this?" Cedric answered "ummm... I punched
It, to this tree..." Trina looked at him straight "what?! What do you think
You’re thinking!?" she wrapped Cedric’s hand with her handkerchief. Cedric just stared
At Trina 'her memories are gone, but her attitude is still the same' Trina
Noticed Cedric staring at her she blushed but she hide it "there, the handkerchief
Bandage is done" she smiled and Cedric smiled "look at the sunset, if the sun is
Gone, let's go... your parents might be worried" she smiled "okay" so they
Watched the sunset together with Cedric’s last words inside him 'I guess the three
Of us have to start over… again.' he smiled...
The sun is gone. Cedric stands up and offered his hand to Trina "c'mon,
Let’s go back" she nodded. When they are walking together Cedric asked her "is
Holland beautiful?" Trina answered him "well... I guess, but this town is more
Beautiful, than in Holland" Cedric smiled "oh..." they both laugh... and they
Reached Cedric’s house when they went inside Trina noticed something "it seems to be
Quiet here" when Cedric’s mom went out of the kitchen "oh you're back, Cedric your
Dad’s using the bathroom right now, so you have to use it later... and Trina, your
Parents left you..." Trina was shocked "what!? They left me?!" Mrs. Sanders
Nodded "they left your things there..." Cedric was also shocked "mom! You agreed?
Where’s Trina going to sleep? We only have two rooms here! My room and you and
Dad’s room!" his mom went back to the kitchen saying "then let Trina sleep in
Your room..." they both said in chorus "WHAT!?"
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*sigh* there you go... the chapter 2 is done... I really don't know what I’m
Doing but it seems that it's okay right? Right? Well I’ll be making chapter 3...
"Umm... mom? Who’s that guy there? And why did he know me?" and Trina
Looked at him "hello there, who are you? My name is Trina bloomer, nice to meet
You... may I know your name?"
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Cedric cannot believe what he's hearing 'It...It cannot be...' he
Immediately went near to Trina "Y-you don't remember me?" Trina’s emotion was
Blank and with an answer "...No" Cedric slowly steps back "N-no... This
Cannot be happening..." He's looking at Yuki, then Trina's parents, and lastly
To his mother... He shouted "What is happening here?! Trina! It's me Cedric! Yuki!
What is wrong with her!? Mr. Bloomer! W-why! ... M-mom..." he looked at his mom
"W-what happened...!?" he looked down and looked at Trina again 'Trina...' He calmed
His self; he was silent for a while. He looked at everybody in the room and he looked at
Trina… He breathed and
He finally said "please... c-come in..." Mrs. Sanders went to his son and looked
At Trina and her parents "Please come in and sit down. I will bring you
Something to drink... Cedric? Can you help me to the kitchen...?" he nodded and still looking
Down he followed his mom, and Yuki
Guided Trina and her parents in the living room they sat there and chatted...
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(Trina's thought)
'What happened to that guy? He just shouted like that...' she asked Yuki
"Umm... Yuki? Who’s that guy who shouted? It seems that he's really
Disappointed, when I looked at him, he wanted to cry... did something happen?"
Yuki looked at Trina’s parents, and they nodded... so Yuki talked "Trina... well
You know that you are born in this town right?" she nodded "yes, mom and dad told
Me" Yuki smiled "good… Cedric is also your childhood friend like me... umm... After you
Talked to me, you went to Cedric and you promised him that you will come back here…
Uhh..... well you came back but…” Trina looked at the hallway and lowered her head "I
See... he was… Disappointed" Yuki nodded...
This is the story of what happened to Trina... why she became like
That... well this just happened 6 months ago, before they went back to town...
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((6 months ago))
She ask her parents if she could go to the shop to bring presents to her
Friends. "I wonder what I will give to Yuki... hmm... she loves hats and bags,
Well… that solves for Yuki but-" then she remembered Cedric "Cedric... he likes toads
And worms *chuckled* well I’ll buy him a necklace and Yuki too..." she smiled,
She was very excited of going home to where she was born... she reached the
Shop and bought the presents... she thanked the salesman and walked out... near
Their house, two men are fighting... she went to the two men until she
Familiarized the other guy it's Larry Frankton.. Larry Frankton is Trina’s friend
In Holland, and liked her, but Trina doesn't like him but he was kind to her.
She shouted at Larry "Larry! What are you doing!? Stop it! Don’t
Fight!" it seems the two guys doesn't heard her, so she went to them, but the
Two guys doesn't seem to notice that Trina was there, when the other guy is
Going to punch Larry. He evaded the punch and the punch was received by Trina, she
Was hit in the head and she lost consciousness and banged her head on
The cement floor. "No! Trina!" Larry tried to wake her up, but no use. The man
Went running... "Come back here you jerk!" but the man cannot be seen, his
Attention went back to Trina "Trina, wake up" no use, so he carried her and
Also the things that she brought from the store...
Inside the house, the doctor was checking if she's okay... her parents
Are worried and Mrs. Bloomer ask Larry "what happened Larry? Who did this?"
Larry looked down and said "I... I saw a man peeking in the window of your
House and I discovered that he was a burglar, so I captured him and started punching
Him... we are fighting and I didn't notice Trina... the man... punched me, but I-" his words
Was cut by Trina’s father "you evaded it, and Trina received the punch..." Larry
Slowly nodded "y-yes sir... I’m sorry... I shouldn't have evaded that punch,
This is also my fault... I’m sorry sir" Mrs. Bloomer went to Larry "Larry, it
Was an accident... but-" she looked at her daughter... 30 minutes later, Trina’s
Eyes are slowly opening "Trina? Trina can you hear me?" said Mrs. Bloomer, she's
Crying... "Trina, can you move?" ask by her father, "Trina I’m sorry about what
Happened... I - I didn't know you were there"... Trina looked at them and asked
"w-who are... you?" they are all shocked with that word, Mrs. Bloomer looked at
The doctor "doctor... what happened to my daughter?" the doctor answered her
"Mrs. Bloomer, your daughter is fine... but... she was hit in the head and
Banged on the floor... this could mean one thing... amnesia" Mrs. Bloomer
Covered her mouth and cried, Mr. Bloomer hugged her "Nadia... its okay, don't
Cry... she will have her memories back, she will just have to rest" he's trying
To calm his wife, but inside him he was hurt... very hurt... Larry just stood
There shocked while watching Trina "w-what have I done...? I-it's my entire fault"
He slowly went near to Trina’s bed and kneeled "Trina... I’m so sorry" Trina
Just watched him… "Trina? Is that my name?" she looked at two people standing
"You must be my parents... right?" Mr. Bloomer slowly let go of his wife and
Hold Trina’s hand "yes... I... I am your father, and this is your mother... and
That is Larry." Trina asked "w-why... can't I remember anything?" Larry answered
Her question "you have amnesia Trina..." she was kind of confused "amnesia…?"
Larry nodded "it means you have forgotten everything" Mrs. Bloomer hugged her
"Don’t worry dear, me and your father will not leave you..." Trina smiled "thank
You... mom."
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Yuki asked Trina "so... how are you feeling? Going back here?" Trina smiled
"Well I don't remember anything but I feel welcome here, this place is more relaxing"
Yuki smiled "so that means you're bored in Holland?" Trina answered "yeah, specially
with Darry" her parents cut their talking "Larry... Trina... it's Larry" Yuki laughed "it
seems you don't like this Larry huh? You even forgot his name" Trina joined Yuki's
laughing "I guess... But he's kind, so I don't hate him." her laugh vanished when she saw
Cedric came carrying a tray with juice, he put it in the table; he said looking at Trina’s
Parents "please, drink first... you must be tired from the travel." Mrs. Bloomer
Smiled "thank you Cedric" Mr. Bloomer added "you have became a handsome young lad" he
Smiled "thank you Mr. Bloomer" and then he said "I’m sorry, but I have to go...
I still have to do something..." he turned around and almost at the door when
Yuki stopped him by asking "something? C’mon it can wait later… talk to Trina first-"
he stopped and looked at Trina. Trina just stared at him and he faced the door "I still have
Some... thinking to do... sorry" then he turned the knob and went outside...
Trina whispered "Cedric... I am really sorry" Yuki tap Trina’s shoulder "what's
With the frown? It’s going to be okay." Trina asked "is... he umm...-" Yuki added
"Mad?" Trina nodded Yuki replied "no, he's not... do you want to know where he's
Going?" Trina smiled "r-really? You know where?" Yuki nodded she
Looked at Trina’s parents "can I bring Trina to that place?" they smiled and
Nodded "c'mon" she grabs Trina and went to the door "Mrs. Sanders? We’re going
Away for a while!" Mrs. Sanders went out of the kitchen carrying a tray she
Nodded "okay, just be back here, after the sunset okay?" Yuki smiled "okay" then
They went outside...
He breathed hard when he reached their private place… He was tired because he
Ran so fast, he didn’t even stop to breathe… This was Trina, Yuki and his
Place... he sat there looking at the sun 'amnesia, if I’m not mistaken, that's
What happened’, he remembered what he and his mother are talking about in the
Kitchen ("she had amnesia Cedric" he was shocked "amnesia...? b-but why? How?" his
Mom still preparing the food "it was an accident... it happened just 6 months
Ago, when her friend spotted a burglar at their window, they both fight and
Trina tried to stop them and accidentally got punched by the burglar" Cedric’s hand
Are tightly closed, he's containing the anger inside him "why her...?" Mrs.
Sanders noticed Cedric’s anger and said "Cedric... calm down, don't worry she will
Remember everything again..." Cedric’s anger is still there but he's keeping it… his
Mom said to him "here bring this, and don't show that anger Cedric..." he tried to
Calm himself and nodded "y-yes mom") he shouted "AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!
WHY HER!!!!!???" he punched his hand to the tree... "I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR
HER!! FOR 13 YEARS!! AND NOW THIS HAPPENED!!!? I HATE THIS!!!!" he
closed his eyes and calmed himself and sat back and looked at the sunset he doesn't feel
that his hand is bleeding with that punch, he just noticed it when he wipes his face with
his right hand he said to himself 'it's bleeding' but he didn't care, he just stared at the sun
waiting for it to vanish...
Yuki pointed at the tree "Trina there he is." Trina looked at
The tree and saw him staring at the sun "c'mon Yuki" Yuki stopped "no no no...
You go there alone Trina" Trina was shocked "what?!-" Yuki immediately cover
Trina’s mouth "shh! Don’t be so loud..." she let go of Trina’s mouth "what..?
I…I’m scared... he might be angry" Yuki smiled "I can't come, I still have
Homework to do, I know its vacation but I have to finish everything early... before school
Starts, it’s almost sunset, I don't know about Cedric, but I’m doing my homework in
Advance... so see ya...” Trina didn't have the chance to speak because Yuki
Was immediately gone 'she was a fast runner,' she said and smiled and she looked
To the tree where Cedric was sitting, she was nervous she doesn’t know why... 'Argh!
I don't know what will happen, I’ll just have to talk to him, and it will be
okay.' she breathed hard and walked to the place where Cedric is sitting.
'Why is this happening? Did she do something? Did I do something?' he
Leaned back to the tree when he sensed someone was coming, he don't know if he
Will smile or he will cry… the movement stop... he closed his eyes and asked "are
You just going to stand there?" Trina said to herself 'h-he knows I’m here' she
Talked "umm... c-can I-" Cedric immediately said "you don't have to ask permission
To sit" he's not looking but he tap the grass beside him "you can sit here if you
Want." Trina answered "thank you." Trina thought to herself 'he knows what I’m going to
Ask' she smiled... they watched the sun, it was quiet and Cedric broke it "I’m sorry about
what happened a while ago..." Trina looked at him "don't worry about it, I was scared at
first but then Yuki explained to me..." Cedric looked at her "Yuki? Ha-ha... Yuki really talks
A lot. She’s the one who showed you this place right?" Trina nodded and Cedric
Asked "where is she?" Trina answered "she said, she has to do her homework
Early..." Cedric laughed "yup that's her" Trina smiled and thought to herself 'Cedric
Wasn’t so scary at all, he seems to be kind. And I feel comfortable beside him'
Trina noticed something at his right hand and panicked "oh my! What happened to
Your hand!?" she immediately grab Cedric’s hand. Cedric was shocked "uhh... I-" Trina
Looked at him strictly "what happened to this?" Cedric answered "ummm... I punched
It, to this tree..." Trina looked at him straight "what?! What do you think
You’re thinking!?" she wrapped Cedric’s hand with her handkerchief. Cedric just stared
At Trina 'her memories are gone, but her attitude is still the same' Trina
Noticed Cedric staring at her she blushed but she hide it "there, the handkerchief
Bandage is done" she smiled and Cedric smiled "look at the sunset, if the sun is
Gone, let's go... your parents might be worried" she smiled "okay" so they
Watched the sunset together with Cedric’s last words inside him 'I guess the three
Of us have to start over… again.' he smiled...
The sun is gone. Cedric stands up and offered his hand to Trina "c'mon,
Let’s go back" she nodded. When they are walking together Cedric asked her "is
Holland beautiful?" Trina answered him "well... I guess, but this town is more
Beautiful, than in Holland" Cedric smiled "oh..." they both laugh... and they
Reached Cedric’s house when they went inside Trina noticed something "it seems to be
Quiet here" when Cedric’s mom went out of the kitchen "oh you're back, Cedric your
Dad’s using the bathroom right now, so you have to use it later... and Trina, your
Parents left you..." Trina was shocked "what!? They left me?!" Mrs. Sanders
Nodded "they left your things there..." Cedric was also shocked "mom! You agreed?
Where’s Trina going to sleep? We only have two rooms here! My room and you and
Dad’s room!" his mom went back to the kitchen saying "then let Trina sleep in
Your room..." they both said in chorus "WHAT!?"
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*sigh* there you go... the chapter 2 is done... I really don't know what I’m
Doing but it seems that it's okay right? Right? Well I’ll be making chapter 3...
Memories of you (part1)
*hmmm... I’m not really sure if you will like this story or not... *sigh* well here's the first
Part of the story that proves real love hurts
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*Memories of you *
'...*sigh* it's been 13 years since Trina left... I wonder how she's doing now. Can she remember me? Does she already have a boyfriend? *sigh* when she will be coming home...?'
This boy's name is Cedric Sanders, he is 19 years old and will become 20 on December 16... He’s sitting under the shade of tree looking through the blue clouds, thinking of her childhood friend Trina bloomer; she left to Holland because of her parents’ work...
'I can still remember everything when we were only 6 years old'
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((13 years ago))
Two kids are sitting under a tree... they are both lonely, the young girl looked at the young boy
"Hey, cheer up... I’m coming back here, mommy and daddy said we will come back here..." the boy wiped his eyes, and looked at her "when is that...? When are we going to play in the mud and eat apples... are we still going to do that if we saw each other again?" the young girl cried with his words "*chuckled* of course... I’m going to miss playing in the mud, and get scolded by our parents *chuckled*" he cried and hugged his friend... "Trina, I’m going to miss you very much... just promise me we're going to see each other again... right?" she hugged back "of course we will see each other again... and I... will miss you too..." and Trina’s mom called her "Trina? we have to go now... say good bye to Cedric..." she cried and let go of Cedric’s embrace "mommy is calling me now... she stood up and Cedric looked down... they were both crying and Trina turned around and started to walk... but she stopped and whispered "Cedric" she turned around again and kissed Cedric in the cheek "goodbye" and then she ran... and after a second...
Trina cannot be seen... Cedric cried "goodbye Trina..." his mom saw him crying under the tree, so his mother went to him and hugged him and she said "don't worry son, she will come back so don't cry..."
"Mom... when... is that?" his mom didn't talk... but she let his son, cry...
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((At present))
He holds his right cheek and smiled 'I’m never going to forget that Trina... never...’
He was still staring at the clouds when his other friend Yuki Amano shouted "hey Cedric! There’s good news!" Yuki is also Cedric and Trina’s friend, but she's closer with Trina, because they're both girls... Cedric was confused he thought 'good news? The only good news to me is Trina coming home... nothing more...' "What is it Yuki?" Yuki stopped and is breathing hard because of running "Cedric... she... back..." Cedric analyzed the words, but he didn't get it "huh? What’s back? She?" and Yuki said it straight "it's Trina! She’s back! Your mom told me! And she asked me to deliver the good news to you! But there's -" Cedric’s dream came true, she's finally coming back but he didn't let Yuki finished and he said happily to Yuki "then what are we doing here!? Let’s go!" he ran leaving Yuki behind her. She shouted "wait! Cedric! I’m not yet finished!! There’s also bad-" but Cedric was nowhere to be seen... she whispered "she... she doesn't remember you anymore..."
Cedric is still running to his house, and went inside to see his mom talking to the phone... he shouted "mom?! Who are you talking to?! Is that Trina’s mother?!" his mom was quiet but she smiled. He noticed that his mom's smile was a fake... 'something's wrong... something's definitely wrong with that smile.' He thought to himself
'what the heck is happening? Yuki said Trina’s coming back, but why does mom's smile is a fake? Did something happen? Who is she talking to?' and then his mom hung up the phone and looked at Cedric, she said "Cedric? c'mon let's sit there and have a talk..." Cedric was confused with that statement "talk? What do you mean mom? They are coming aren't they? And who are you talking to on the phone?" then Yuki came in tired again "you made me run again Cedric..."
"Sorry Yuki... you said that Trina’s coming right?" Yuki nodded. Cedric’s mom said to Yuki "sit down here Yuki... you seem very tired" she smiled same as Yuki so she sat beside Cedric...
Cedric talked "so... mom... what do you want us to talk about?" his mom was still quiet. The room was quiet when Yuki broke the silence "Mrs. Sanders, I think it's better if Cedric will discover it on his own" Mrs. Sanders look at Yuki and nodded she said to her son "just wait Cedric..." Cedric just nodded 'what is happening here? Did something happen to Trina? Discover on my own? What the heck does that mean?' he was uneasy about this... when someone knocked on the door Yuki immediately said "I’ll get it" she stand and went to the door. Cedric followed Yuki and his eyes widened when he saw her... that long black hair, that ribbon attached to her hair, those green eyes. This was the girl, the girl that he waited for 13 years... "Trina" was all he could say, her parents are also there... but... something's wrong he stepped forward, when Yuki said "hello" Cedric just stood there speechless 'hello? Hello? Yuki's just going to say hello? Isn’t she going to give her a hug?' when Trina’s parents talked "hello… Trina? This is Yuki." Trina smiled "hello Yuki, I’m Trina, nice to meet you..." Cedric cannot stand what's happening until he talked "Yuki what the heck are you doing?! She’s Trina right!? Why did you just say hello!? And Mr. and Mrs. Bloomer Trina already know Yuki, so why are you introducing her again?" and he was stunned when Trina said to her parents "umm... mom? Who is he? And why did he know me?" and Trina looked at him "hello there, who are you? My name is Trina bloomer; nice to meet you... May I know your name?"
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well... ummm... I’m not really good at grammars... but I’m trying my best though... I really do hope you like it... don't worry I will update this story... even if you don't like it though hahahaha!!! Uhh… well about the title… it’s just temporary, I’m still thinking of the title, well umm… enjoy(?)
Part of the story that proves real love hurts
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*Memories of you *
'...*sigh* it's been 13 years since Trina left... I wonder how she's doing now. Can she remember me? Does she already have a boyfriend? *sigh* when she will be coming home...?'
This boy's name is Cedric Sanders, he is 19 years old and will become 20 on December 16... He’s sitting under the shade of tree looking through the blue clouds, thinking of her childhood friend Trina bloomer; she left to Holland because of her parents’ work...
'I can still remember everything when we were only 6 years old'
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((13 years ago))
Two kids are sitting under a tree... they are both lonely, the young girl looked at the young boy
"Hey, cheer up... I’m coming back here, mommy and daddy said we will come back here..." the boy wiped his eyes, and looked at her "when is that...? When are we going to play in the mud and eat apples... are we still going to do that if we saw each other again?" the young girl cried with his words "*chuckled* of course... I’m going to miss playing in the mud, and get scolded by our parents *chuckled*" he cried and hugged his friend... "Trina, I’m going to miss you very much... just promise me we're going to see each other again... right?" she hugged back "of course we will see each other again... and I... will miss you too..." and Trina’s mom called her "Trina? we have to go now... say good bye to Cedric..." she cried and let go of Cedric’s embrace "mommy is calling me now... she stood up and Cedric looked down... they were both crying and Trina turned around and started to walk... but she stopped and whispered "Cedric" she turned around again and kissed Cedric in the cheek "goodbye" and then she ran... and after a second...
Trina cannot be seen... Cedric cried "goodbye Trina..." his mom saw him crying under the tree, so his mother went to him and hugged him and she said "don't worry son, she will come back so don't cry..."
"Mom... when... is that?" his mom didn't talk... but she let his son, cry...
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((At present))
He holds his right cheek and smiled 'I’m never going to forget that Trina... never...’
He was still staring at the clouds when his other friend Yuki Amano shouted "hey Cedric! There’s good news!" Yuki is also Cedric and Trina’s friend, but she's closer with Trina, because they're both girls... Cedric was confused he thought 'good news? The only good news to me is Trina coming home... nothing more...' "What is it Yuki?" Yuki stopped and is breathing hard because of running "Cedric... she... back..." Cedric analyzed the words, but he didn't get it "huh? What’s back? She?" and Yuki said it straight "it's Trina! She’s back! Your mom told me! And she asked me to deliver the good news to you! But there's -" Cedric’s dream came true, she's finally coming back but he didn't let Yuki finished and he said happily to Yuki "then what are we doing here!? Let’s go!" he ran leaving Yuki behind her. She shouted "wait! Cedric! I’m not yet finished!! There’s also bad-" but Cedric was nowhere to be seen... she whispered "she... she doesn't remember you anymore..."
Cedric is still running to his house, and went inside to see his mom talking to the phone... he shouted "mom?! Who are you talking to?! Is that Trina’s mother?!" his mom was quiet but she smiled. He noticed that his mom's smile was a fake... 'something's wrong... something's definitely wrong with that smile.' He thought to himself
'what the heck is happening? Yuki said Trina’s coming back, but why does mom's smile is a fake? Did something happen? Who is she talking to?' and then his mom hung up the phone and looked at Cedric, she said "Cedric? c'mon let's sit there and have a talk..." Cedric was confused with that statement "talk? What do you mean mom? They are coming aren't they? And who are you talking to on the phone?" then Yuki came in tired again "you made me run again Cedric..."
"Sorry Yuki... you said that Trina’s coming right?" Yuki nodded. Cedric’s mom said to Yuki "sit down here Yuki... you seem very tired" she smiled same as Yuki so she sat beside Cedric...
Cedric talked "so... mom... what do you want us to talk about?" his mom was still quiet. The room was quiet when Yuki broke the silence "Mrs. Sanders, I think it's better if Cedric will discover it on his own" Mrs. Sanders look at Yuki and nodded she said to her son "just wait Cedric..." Cedric just nodded 'what is happening here? Did something happen to Trina? Discover on my own? What the heck does that mean?' he was uneasy about this... when someone knocked on the door Yuki immediately said "I’ll get it" she stand and went to the door. Cedric followed Yuki and his eyes widened when he saw her... that long black hair, that ribbon attached to her hair, those green eyes. This was the girl, the girl that he waited for 13 years... "Trina" was all he could say, her parents are also there... but... something's wrong he stepped forward, when Yuki said "hello" Cedric just stood there speechless 'hello? Hello? Yuki's just going to say hello? Isn’t she going to give her a hug?' when Trina’s parents talked "hello… Trina? This is Yuki." Trina smiled "hello Yuki, I’m Trina, nice to meet you..." Cedric cannot stand what's happening until he talked "Yuki what the heck are you doing?! She’s Trina right!? Why did you just say hello!? And Mr. and Mrs. Bloomer Trina already know Yuki, so why are you introducing her again?" and he was stunned when Trina said to her parents "umm... mom? Who is he? And why did he know me?" and Trina looked at him "hello there, who are you? My name is Trina bloomer; nice to meet you... May I know your name?"
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well... ummm... I’m not really good at grammars... but I’m trying my best though... I really do hope you like it... don't worry I will update this story... even if you don't like it though hahahaha!!! Uhh… well about the title… it’s just temporary, I’m still thinking of the title, well umm… enjoy(?)
Why?
why do i shed tears everytime i see you? is it because of the feeling of envy, a wishful thinking and hoping that i was her and being with you is the only precious thing to me and that’s what i always long for :( ‘
relationships. as they say it can be complicated at times. especially at times that you need to adjust everything for your partner. with how your partner acts. with how he/she thinks. with everything that he or she is.
and i guess. this is the time we have to understand. We have to adjust. we have to think. We have to REALIZE.
yes. it HURTS it is painful. and would just make us cry in just a second. :( ‘
I’ve realized that life is indeed full of contradictions.. Sometimes it’s crazy to be sane, you need to fall to fly, people suffer because you care.. You have to unlearn to know the lesson, you have to give up because you are strong, you have to be wrong to make things right.. Nonetheless, life’s complexities are also life’s source of beauty.. We should cry to laugh again, fall apart to be whole again, and get hurt to love again because real love hurts
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